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Pessimistic, you know I was down bad, reminiscin'

You never loved me, you never listen, you never listen

You can't hold me up, you can't hold me down

Fucking up my lungs, then we go around

Knowing I am done, I just wanna drown

Life is not no fun, it just hold me down, yeah

 

Yeah, I sip the Activis, this some new classic shit

And I been doin' acid bitch, fuck 'em all, I'm an assassin kid

When I grow up, I'ma be slappin' bitch

And I fucked up so many times, why you laughin', bitch?

I could shoot yo' whole house up, on some new rappin' shit

Money on me, funny honeys, I don't care, I'ma trap this bitch

Inside of my head, I'm crackin' this

Pack a MAC on the side of the track, rappin' quick

Tired of you and your laughing quips

Cash on me, the MAC's equipped

I don't even care, I fasten this

And you know my life be hard, and hoes been trashin' it

But lil' bitch, you got my heart, don't go smackin' it

And if you start backstabbin' it

I bring it back, changin' my tactics, bitch

Suicidal thoughts when I back this bitch

I don't even care, where you at with this?

Gun on my side, packed a MAC with it

Bustin' my TEC, it's some new magic shit

Fuckin' wit' me, it'll get tragic quick

I don't even care, I'm fully automatic, bitch

Bullets flyin' over to your house, you been lackin' shit

And my shootas be fantastic, bitch

I pull up to your workplace, I packed this shit

So pack your bags, better do it fastest, quick

And I'm the fastest bitch, rappin' the fastest shit

Crack this grip, uh, lil' shawty been trappin' with

My enemies, lil' bitch, I cash this in

And I'm tired of you, the only one who got my back is Kashdyn

'Cause honestly, I do them magic tricks

I pack this shit, I'ma bag this shit up, crack this bitch

And you know I grab my shit up, why you yappin', bitch?

Call up the Captain bitch, Captain Save-A-Hoe, no lackin', bitch

Now these bitches tryna take me, though

Gettin' cash since Leo said, "They gave me hoes"

And I got new Asics to save my flow

Feelin' like Kashy when I play a hoe

And you know these bitches gon' break yo' bros

And I bait a hoe, these hoes take my soul

Can't even play no mo', knowing I take the goals

I'm sorry for even fakin', yo, had to go and pay a hoe

I done paid a hoe to stay with yo'

Bitch ass, then you backstab me to play wit' Joe

And honestly, I never shoulda trusted ya, you the fakest bro

You ain't even my homie no mo', you a betrayin' foe

Why'd I give you my trust? You was just gon' break it, though

So how could I be so naive? I take you places, I disgrace the races

And I shoulda known you was gon' play the famous

Fuck you, you gon' stay so nameless

Knowing I'ma play the game, bitch

And you know that I came to save the day, bitch

These hoes won't ever stay the day, bitch

Cash on me since I was five and eight, bitch

These hoes fuckin' wit' me, I leave 'em brainless

Swingin' that choppa round you, nothin'll change it

And fuck you lil' bitch, you the reason why my world be changin'

This ain't 'bout a girl, it's 'bout a boy, 'cause the day you came in

I was addicted to the drugs, tryna save my ways, bitch

And I was suicidal, you came and saved the day, bitch

But then you switched up the second you got famous

'Cause honestly, I shoulda known you was fakin'

Now I'm ashamed, bitch, you the fakest

I fell for you, oh, what a shame, bitch

I fell for you, oh, what a shame, bitch

Now nothin' be the same, bitch, and I done do the same shit

'Cause you got addicted to the fame shit

When someone doubt you, you go apeshit

Nothings always about you, cars, bitches, you name it

You know I'm good without you, just didn't wanna say it

And when I talk about you, I say how you ain't good at trying to face shit

When I go down wit' you, I'ma say this:

"You're a lil' bitch, fuck off, you got me drowning

Every single day I can hear my head pounding

And all I can hear is my mama shouting

You didn't even care, you fucked up my surroundings

And you been bouncin'

Couches every single day, sayin' you doubt it

I doubt shit, can't go without it

Now you're pouting, shit, I'm just about to start sprouting

You broke my heart, I don't like how that's sounding

I can't even count the tims you fucked me up, so I just try to drown it

My surroundings, fucking up, I'm doubting

Everything you say, got me fuckin' downin'

All this lean, lil' bitch, I got grounded

Look at me, look at me, look at how crowded

I'm surrounded with my thoughts that are clouded

You always doubted what I'd say, and you would spout shit

But that's all nonsense, so don't talk 'bout it

Could never be around it, these hoes chow it

Lil' bitch, I'm fuckin' up, you been clowning

Why you fuckin' wit' me and my surroundings?

Tell me why you always wanna clown, bitch

And fuck you, fuck all of your clown shit

Eat a dick, beat a bitch, around the town shit

I was suicidal after we broke up, this what I'm talkin' 'bout, bitch

Money cash on me, blah blah blah, that's how it sounded

My maw-maw-maw said, "Never doubt shit"

And I get get get bitches but I'm nothin' without it

And if you're gone, then I have no problems about it"

 

Pessimistic, you know I was down bad, reminiscin'

You never loved me, you never listen, you never listen

You can't hold me up, you can't hold me down

Fucking up my lungs, then we go around

Knowing I am done, I just wanna drown

Life is not no fun, it just hold me down, yeah

 

Kinda funny how you fucked me up, boy, it's hard to explain

All this rep shit has been hard to maintain

I been suicidal, clearly in pain

Now that you gone, I been doin' the 'caine

And I don't wanna end up like Kurt Cobain

Suicidal thoughts, I'ma end up like Wayne

Fuck you, lil' bitch, blood coursin' through my veins

Why'd I fall for you? Now my voice be strained

Now I go insane, I got to pick grain and refrain

From actin' on the thoughts in my mind, in my brain

And I know these monsters I slain gon' be my pain and rain

I sit outside, color drained, where I remain

Contained in my brain, Plaine Jane

Knowing I gotta stay in my lane, losin' my sane

Kinda funny how my clothes all got stains

From the beating you inflicted on me, hit like a train

And your words flew to me like a plane

Why do you always complain?

Drown my sorrows with champagne

And I'm on the wall, still chained

And my thoughts, they still remain

In my brain, in my veins, I'ma end up like Bane

And I know you won't ever change

'Cause you always stay the same

Got me blowin' out my brains

Got me blowin' out my brains

It got me blowin' out my brains

And all this shit I fucking hate

And now I stand at Hell's Gates

Realizin' all this shit I just simply can't take

Kinda funny how my heart breaks, and how my heart aches

My guitar breaks, play your part, Blake

But you didn't do shit, you just walked far 'way

Now I'm suicidal, and this pain I don't wanna partake

In, lil' bitch, my body's charred, flamed

And I know that I fucked up, your heart's fake

Your love wasn't real, Scarface

Lil' bitch, I'm down bad for you, the music my car plays

Reminds me of me and you when life wasn't in far space

I just need some space, come and show who you are, Blake

We coulda reached the stars, Blake

But you had to ruin it with your sparks, flames

You fucked me up, I walked a thousand yards 'way

And my heart's broken in shards, 8

And when I turned six, I had scars on my arms, face

I was down bad, caught me off guard, Blake

I loved you, but you ain't so smart, Blake

Shoulda known you'd leave some marks, Blake

And I know this be my villain arc, Blake

I fell for you, isn't that obvious? Now my heart breaks

 

Pessimistic, you know I was down bad, reminiscin'

You never loved me, you never listen, you never listen

You can't hold me up, you can't hold me down

Fucking up my lungs, then we go around

Knowing I am done, I just wanna drown

Life is not no fun, it just hold me down, yeah