KEEP GOING

Mama always told me, keep going

And my tears keep flowing

Knowing that you haven't noticed

But right now, my heart's my opponent

And I'll die knowing

I kept smoking, I kept choking

Weed was rolling, wind was blowing

I ain't hoping, no more coping

Drugs got me fucking floating

Though, the walls are closing

And I'm still growing..

 

Yeah, as a rider, I was always told, "Keep riding for what you love"

But I was never really enough, I was always put in fucking cuffs

And I would pout, huff, and puff

'Cause I wanted someone to show me what

Life was like, but my eyes were shut

And I knew I'd die real fucking young

'Cause in my eyes, you can see your words stung

Suicide, lil' bitch, it's real fun

And you knew it, why, why I fuck up my lungs?

I do it two times, all for my fucking son

And I fucked up, my life is done

Standin' at your door with a loaded gun

And I know the trap has sprung

And I fucked up, so this song I've sung

Tryna heal the pain of bein' hung

Over, knowing I'm speakin' in tongues

I ain't sober, I just wanna run

To get some closure, knowing you weren't the one

Hop in the Rover, this swing I swung

When I was 9 years old, I was a fucking punk

I would get so drunk and crunk

I would always dib for the top bunk

And you know, I didn't really give a fuck

I used to listen to lots of G-Funk

And my mama had guns in the trunk

My daddy always had to break my trust

I really never trusted nobody, they was fronts

The kids at school were pieces of junks

Every time I saw 'em, my heart just sunk

And I grew up in a neighborhood with snitches and skunks

I was fucking tired of the bullets that'd bust

'Cause I shoulda known your love was a stunt

But honestly, tell me, what is love?

'Cause I do this constantly, yet it's still not enough

I grew up in times that were tough and rough

Sneakin' contraband to school and all that stuff

I was smokin' weed, had enough of

All this fucking shit, my mama was in the clouds above

I was friends with a snitch who I always caught they bluff

What if I never did anything I loved?

What if I never had a childhood and instead was forever in cuffs?

'Cause honestly, I took hits and shoves

And we had our lows, we had our ups

But you hated my guts, I was pourin' lean in them cups

I did it twice, I did it once

We do this every fucking month

You go to clubs and fuck with sluts

I shoulda known you'd drive me nuts

And I honestly have all these scars and cuts

And honestly, it fucking sucks

Fuck the mockery, fuck the fucking thugs

Doin' robberies with Alex due to no hugs

Fucking up all the time, it hits like a truck

And you broke my heart, like a fucking slug

Now I got blood on my rugs, doin' all of them drugs

And I never gave 2 fucks, 'cause I knew I'd end up like Chuck

Suicide when I think of you and I back when life wasn't tough

And in my mind in my eyes I fucked up

Why can't I just die and fly above, and fly up?

So, say my name, I don't wanna die young

And do my thang, 'cause I don't give 2 fly fucks

I was with bitches in my truck

And I know you hate my guts

So let me speak my mind, and find love

Find solitude and find trust

Rappin' 'til I die, I've died enough

Times to realize life's tough, and life's rough

I got a knife, bruh, thought you was my cuh

Now I'm broken, suicidal like Micah

And I'm open, I grab the lighta'

Need Carolina, and I wanna escape to China

I know I fucked up, you can see it in my eyes, bruh

'Cause baby, who would've thought I'd die young?

Who would've thought I'd lie young?

Who would've thought of suicide young?

I did, I tried to die rough, I'ma die rough

I'ma die tough, all of our lives tough

All of our lives rough, I just wanna die, bruh

I just wanna die, bruh

Knowing I'ma die, bruh, fucking up like Messiah

I don't even care, I get higha'

End up like a hydra, I be like Maya

Why she leave me? Just like Elijah?

Like Michael Mya's, lil' bitch, I'm like Aiesha

I don't even care, I need someone to find ya

Yeah, why do I try young? She said, "Go and find huns"

"Go and live life fun, just make sure to find one"

And honestly, I fell for you, but I lived on my drugs

And you was a fly slut, and I wanted to try one

I tried drugs at 5, bruh

Then I turned 8 and ended up like Mike, bruh

I should've stopped doin' drugs lie, bruh

And I talked to Delilah, lil' bitch, I got blood in my saliva

I'm fuckin' doin' suicide, it's hard to find love

It's hard to find trust, 'cause my love

Is dying out, 'cause I'ma die young

 

Mama always told me, keep going

And my tears keep flowing

Knowing that you haven't noticed

But right now, my heart's my opponent

And I'll die knowing

I kept smoking, I kept choking

Weed was rolling, wind was blowing

I ain't hoping, no more coping

Drugs got me fucking floating

Though, the walls are closing

And I'm still growing..

 

So, let's recap, relax, relapse, need that

I fucked up, I bleed black, I need racks

I need stacks, she say I need packs

I do these drugs, but she don't feel bad

And let's get real lads, damage we deal bad

And lil' bitch, I'm sittin' on the heal pad

Tryna heal, let's please be real, dad

And you know what? I'ma take the wheel mad

And you got me feelin' mad, my heart you steal bad

And what we had, this whole ordeal's bad

And this is not your ideal lad

And this is not my ideal dad

'Cause honestly, I can never appeal rad

And I got my Spiel back, do 'em like Shaquille, yeah

You know life be unreal, yeah, and I try to conceal bad

Lies in my head, I just sit back, that's the real deal, lads

Kill 'em all as my skin peels back

Guns cocked back, that's my last meal, dad

And might I add, that my Glockenspiel's rad

And let's be real, Brad, you're an idiot who thinks he feels rad

But you're embarrassing, you can't conceal that

And I'ma reveal that, lil' bitch, I'm like Kiel Brad

Honestly, I know I deal all this damage

But bitch, this my planet

Scrapin' my nails 'gainst the granite

Fucking up, how do I manage?

And you're always at an advantage

I hold a grudge, goddamnit

I fell for you, now I'm speakin' Spanish

Tryna end it, what's my chances? Take you to dances

You make my love vanish, now I be banished

Into the Nether, uh, and now you pantless

Why you fuckin' wit' me? Why you makin' advances?

And I know I took all my chances

But baby, I love you, I'm advanced, bitch

Got some new advanced shit and advanced quips

Wanna dance, bitch? Take a chance, bitch

Get my land, bitch, watch how I expand it

I'm advancing, got you dancing

Take you to France, bitch, now your friends glancing

Reprimanding, do you know what I'm planning?

Commanding and demanding, now you be ranting

Runnin' rampant, misunderstanding

I been absent, abandoned

You know what happened, got like no talent

But at least I got fashion, got me doin' acid

Absent for my classes, it's madness, sadness

Lil' bitch I change my tactics, you can't have it

My heart, you stab it, you been backstabbin'

Absent 'cause I been trappin'

Doin' drugs to make the cash happen, been cashin'

I do what you haven't, but I still imagine

Times of me and my mama playin' pirates and captain

And I know that life changin', and the way people actin'

Can't change my past actions, but I will keep rappin'

With compassion and style, like a dragon

Lil' bitch, this conversation we havin'

Is pointless 'cause you and your friends be laughin'

You only heard a fraction of my rappin'

I do it with passion, like Michael Jackson

I love you, give me a reaction, a reaction, yeah-yeah

 

Mama always told me, keep going

And my tears keep flowing

Knowing that you haven't noticed

But right now, my heart's my opponent

And I'll die knowing

I kept smoking, I kept choking

Weed was rolling, wind was blowing

I ain't hoping, no more coping

Drugs got me fucking floating

Though, the walls are closing

And I'm still growing..