KEEP GOING
• Written by LyricalX
Mama always told me, keep going
And my tears keep flowing
Knowing that you haven't noticed
But right now, my heart's my opponent
And I'll die knowing
I kept smoking, I kept choking
Weed was rolling, wind was blowing
I ain't hoping, no more coping
Drugs got me fucking floating
Though, the walls are closing
And I'm still growing..
Yeah, as a rider, I was always told, "Keep riding for what you love"
But I was never really enough, I was always put in fucking cuffs
And I would pout, huff, and puff
'Cause I wanted someone to show me what
Life was like, but my eyes were shut
And I knew I'd die real fucking young
'Cause in my eyes, you can see your words stung
Suicide, lil' bitch, it's real fun
And you knew it, why, why I fuck up my lungs?
I do it two times, all for my fucking son
And I fucked up, my life is done
Standin' at your door with a loaded gun
And I know the trap has sprung
And I fucked up, so this song I've sung
Tryna heal the pain of bein' hung
Over, knowing I'm speakin' in tongues
I ain't sober, I just wanna run
To get some closure, knowing you weren't the one
Hop in the Rover, this swing I swung
When I was 9 years old, I was a fucking punk
I would get so drunk and crunk
I would always dib for the top bunk
And you know, I didn't really give a fuck
I used to listen to lots of G-Funk
And my mama had guns in the trunk
My daddy always had to break my trust
I really never trusted nobody, they was fronts
The kids at school were pieces of junks
Every time I saw 'em, my heart just sunk
And I grew up in a neighborhood with snitches and skunks
I was fucking tired of the bullets that'd bust
'Cause I shoulda known your love was a stunt
But honestly, tell me, what is love?
'Cause I do this constantly, yet it's still not enough
I grew up in times that were tough and rough
Sneakin' contraband to school and all that stuff
I was smokin' weed, had enough of
All this fucking shit, my mama was in the clouds above
I was friends with a snitch who I always caught they bluff
What if I never did anything I loved?
What if I never had a childhood and instead was forever in cuffs?
'Cause honestly, I took hits and shoves
And we had our lows, we had our ups
But you hated my guts, I was pourin' lean in them cups
I did it twice, I did it once
We do this every fucking month
You go to clubs and fuck with sluts
I shoulda known you'd drive me nuts
And I honestly have all these scars and cuts
And honestly, it fucking sucks
Fuck the mockery, fuck the fucking thugs
Doin' robberies with Alex due to no hugs
Fucking up all the time, it hits like a truck
And you broke my heart, like a fucking slug
Now I got blood on my rugs, doin' all of them drugs
And I never gave 2 fucks, 'cause I knew I'd end up like Chuck
Suicide when I think of you and I back when life wasn't tough
And in my mind in my eyes I fucked up
Why can't I just die and fly above, and fly up?
So, say my name, I don't wanna die young
And do my thang, 'cause I don't give 2 fly fucks
I was with bitches in my truck
And I know you hate my guts
So let me speak my mind, and find love
Find solitude and find trust
Rappin' 'til I die, I've died enough
Times to realize life's tough, and life's rough
I got a knife, bruh, thought you was my cuh
Now I'm broken, suicidal like Micah
And I'm open, I grab the lighta'
Need Carolina, and I wanna escape to China
I know I fucked up, you can see it in my eyes, bruh
'Cause baby, who would've thought I'd die young?
Who would've thought I'd lie young?
Who would've thought of suicide young?
I did, I tried to die rough, I'ma die rough
I'ma die tough, all of our lives tough
All of our lives rough, I just wanna die, bruh
I just wanna die, bruh
Knowing I'ma die, bruh, fucking up like Messiah
I don't even care, I get higha'
End up like a hydra, I be like Maya
Why she leave me? Just like Elijah?
Like Michael Mya's, lil' bitch, I'm like Aiesha
I don't even care, I need someone to find ya
Yeah, why do I try young? She said, "Go and find huns"
"Go and live life fun, just make sure to find one"
And honestly, I fell for you, but I lived on my drugs
And you was a fly slut, and I wanted to try one
I tried drugs at 5, bruh
Then I turned 8 and ended up like Mike, bruh
I should've stopped doin' drugs lie, bruh
And I talked to Delilah, lil' bitch, I got blood in my saliva
I'm fuckin' doin' suicide, it's hard to find love
It's hard to find trust, 'cause my love
Is dying out, 'cause I'ma die young
Mama always told me, keep going
And my tears keep flowing
Knowing that you haven't noticed
But right now, my heart's my opponent
And I'll die knowing
I kept smoking, I kept choking
Weed was rolling, wind was blowing
I ain't hoping, no more coping
Drugs got me fucking floating
Though, the walls are closing
And I'm still growing..
So, let's recap, relax, relapse, need that
I fucked up, I bleed black, I need racks
I need stacks, she say I need packs
I do these drugs, but she don't feel bad
And let's get real lads, damage we deal bad
And lil' bitch, I'm sittin' on the heal pad
Tryna heal, let's please be real, dad
And you know what? I'ma take the wheel mad
And you got me feelin' mad, my heart you steal bad
And what we had, this whole ordeal's bad
And this is not your ideal lad
And this is not my ideal dad
'Cause honestly, I can never appeal rad
And I got my Spiel back, do 'em like Shaquille, yeah
You know life be unreal, yeah, and I try to conceal bad
Lies in my head, I just sit back, that's the real deal, lads
Kill 'em all as my skin peels back
Guns cocked back, that's my last meal, dad
And might I add, that my Glockenspiel's rad
And let's be real, Brad, you're an idiot who thinks he feels rad
But you're embarrassing, you can't conceal that
And I'ma reveal that, lil' bitch, I'm like Kiel Brad
Honestly, I know I deal all this damage
But bitch, this my planet
Scrapin' my nails 'gainst the granite
Fucking up, how do I manage?
And you're always at an advantage
I hold a grudge, goddamnit
I fell for you, now I'm speakin' Spanish
Tryna end it, what's my chances? Take you to dances
You make my love vanish, now I be banished
Into the Nether, uh, and now you pantless
Why you fuckin' wit' me? Why you makin' advances?
And I know I took all my chances
But baby, I love you, I'm advanced, bitch
Got some new advanced shit and advanced quips
Wanna dance, bitch? Take a chance, bitch
Get my land, bitch, watch how I expand it
I'm advancing, got you dancing
Take you to France, bitch, now your friends glancing
Reprimanding, do you know what I'm planning?
Commanding and demanding, now you be ranting
Runnin' rampant, misunderstanding
I been absent, abandoned
You know what happened, got like no talent
But at least I got fashion, got me doin' acid
Absent for my classes, it's madness, sadness
Lil' bitch I change my tactics, you can't have it
My heart, you stab it, you been backstabbin'
Absent 'cause I been trappin'
Doin' drugs to make the cash happen, been cashin'
I do what you haven't, but I still imagine
Times of me and my mama playin' pirates and captain
And I know that life changin', and the way people actin'
Can't change my past actions, but I will keep rappin'
With compassion and style, like a dragon
Lil' bitch, this conversation we havin'
Is pointless 'cause you and your friends be laughin'
You only heard a fraction of my rappin'
I do it with passion, like Michael Jackson
I love you, give me a reaction, a reaction, yeah-yeah
Mama always told me, keep going
And my tears keep flowing
Knowing that you haven't noticed
But right now, my heart's my opponent
And I'll die knowing
I kept smoking, I kept choking
Weed was rolling, wind was blowing
I ain't hoping, no more coping
Drugs got me fucking floating
Though, the walls are closing
And I'm still growing..