BONUS TRACK - Disaster

This is stressing me but what doesn't/

starting to feel okay except more depression/

it's again beginning to get the best of me which breaks me inside/

my mates hated me every time I tried to solve it/

every single problem I had out there, every single tear drop/

it's like Goliath punched me out of nowhere/

plus love has turned to the definition of evOl/

many years I've been feeble - weak inside couldn't even talk to the right

people/

can't remember an exact day when it was all good/

no wonder I'm always walking with my small hood/

and when I tell you about the days of pain which I not only feel in my veins/

you call me pathetic hoping that I'd leave/

couldn't care less to see - to find out the truth of this youth/

still don't understand why I keep running back to the same people

that caused this attack/

or even you/

 

There'll never be a right time/

the time will never be right/

There'll never be a right time/

for me to tell you it's over/

 

Years of dealing with your negative energy/

saying that my dream isn't really meant to be/

while I thought yours were the complete same thing/

but then I realised it was a shame/

sometimes it's hard to find the right words to say - it/

to explain why these days I'm never playing/

thoughts in my head - soon they'll disconnect me from everyone/

I'll lose the respect/

telling me you had faith with a hug on the side/

and now I made it back to real life I've noticed it was all a lie/

a threat - and a notice saying soon it'll all be dead/

just let me fade away to another place where I'm no longer the alien/

where nobody makes an excuse and becomes a guardian/

it could be the end of this road/

take a break from rapping even if I say no/

I just don't know where to go/

do I stay back here or do I run back home/

 

There'll never be a right time/

the time will never be right/

There'll never be a right time/

for me to tell you it's over/

I cant help the way I feel, I don't want us to end/

but I cant help the way I feel, I really can't pretend/

I cant help the way I feel, but I don't want us to end/

'cause it will never be enough for us to just be friends/

 

No, it can never be enough in a life time/

every single day I ask why/

time for me to pick of the pieces that wasn't even my fault/

starting to think if it was actually false/

the truth - it's turned to false/

and you - I don't even know/

to be honest I only tell you this in the booth/

fibs - it's like the word of the day - month - year/

can't take anymore tears/

 

There'll never be a right time/

the time will never be right/

There'll never be a right time/

for me to tell you it's over/