Again

I'm back again.

I cracked my back, my stomach can stomach the pain.

It was dumb luck, I was unstuck from the bottom to the brain.

I've got a problem, that's not my problem, I'm insane.

I was dropped in a quantum wave to blossom but I lost my way.

I got crossed and tossed away, what's the opposite of got my way?

I was an optimist until I stopped to watch myself drop away.