Just The Two Of Us

 

I’m sorry for all the constant pain I caused ya

You had to sit back and watch me turn into a monster

I tried to shield your innocence but that’s even harder

Addiction was a demon that I couldn’t conquer

I remember we were on good terms I miss those days

I’m sorry you had to see me enraged and ended up running away

Shielding yourself from this toxic phase that had me encased

I thought seeking peace in those pills was the only way

I’ve changed now, I was hoping we can reconnect

You were my only friend and probably the only one I have left

I burnt my bridges sold my soul for sobriety

Cause I feel like everybody around me is constantly eyeballing me

That anxiousness won’t leave and I don’t know how to cope

Started hitting the bottles more to see if I could find my hope

All I found was myself lonely, and them thoughts loathing

No one can console me, my therapist can’t control me

You the only I got left that can help me fix this mess

You selfish bitch, you leaving me is what started this

I’m sorry to get upset, but my thoughts always escape my head

There was plenty of days where I thought I’d be better off dead

I know you can hear me calling how come you never respond

It’s been years, I know I did was wrong but homie come on

I need you now more then ever cause I don’t know how to live

So I keep calling to you to return, my innocence

I know i stripped it away but I was hoping we can reconnect

Fuse our souls again, your the younger me let me return you to being a normal kid

I’m hoping in the future I can find a way to stick it through for us

It’s me and you against the world, it’s just the two of us