My Story

I keep getting told that because of my past that I'm broken and I cant be put back together

The hood raised this white girl and it makes me who I am and I'm used to whatever

Nobody understands why I hate how I look its because my fathers wife rented me out to different men

I was only four years old and I didn't know it was wrong, now I'm just glad I'm alive amen

I got scars from my biological father's abuse of all kinds I hardly trust anyone

My biological mother left when I one I don't know her I was raped when I was young

I got used to the pain of my past so nobody can use it to hurt me again

*chorus*

This is my story the thing that tells everyone why I am the way I am today

I'm just hoping that my emotion will come back and I can feel them someday

Am I broken? I honestly don't know if I am or not but I'm told I am broken

I've never been happy I don't remember a time I was, my happiness was stolen

I grew up too fast I act really mature for my fifteen years of age I have no childhood

People apoligize for the past I have and honestly it makes me mad I just want to be understood

*verse two*

I'm used to the past I have I'm used to the flashbacks I'm used to the pain

Believe it or not my past doesn't hold me down it is not my chain

I may be fifteen but I sure as hell don't act like it and I don't care what people think

I am okay with my mental health struggles I'm okay with whenever my heart sinks

Im okay with it because it makes me who I am and I met some wonderful people 'cause of it

My past doesn't define who I am and it never will and whoever says otherwise is full of shit

*chorus*

This is my story the thing that tells everyone why I am the way I am today

I'm just hoping that my emotion will come back and I can feel them someday

Am I broken? I honestly don't know if I am or not but I'm told I am broken

I've never been happy I don't remember a time I was, my happiness was stolen

I grew up too fast I act really mature for my fifteen years of age I have no childhood

People apoligize for the past I have and honestly it makes me mad I just want to be understood