Just The Two Of Us (reworked)

Why’d you do the things that you put me through?

Im stuck in a constant state of despair because of you

Feel like I'm stuck in a black room there’s no escaping from

No room to improve, I see the same demons that are consuming you

I ain’t deserve this and I know you ain’t mean for it to happen

I used to be a cheerful kid, always joking and laughing

Buts it’s almost like you had to fit the image of what you were rapping

Always a split second away from snapping, man what happened?

 

I don’t expect you to understand the changes that life brings

Your too young and immature and stuck inside some pipe dream

You don’t know what it’s like growing older them changes happen fast

I can’t change my past, so it’s time for you to move on don’t let this feeling last

You can blame me all you want but it won’t change a thing

Cause you’re me so you’ll eventually be doing the same thing

It’s not my fault this happened, you think I wanted this shit?

You’re too young to understand it ,you don’t know the half of it kid

 

There you go again deflecting your problems, projecting your insecurities

You don’t realize how how half the shit you’ve done is hurting me

I hurt your pride dawg? What’s wrong can’t handle the hard questions?

Ignored your personal blessings and turned that shit into a weapon

I know your too blind to see that what happened wasn’t some travesty

Elevated your greed, and you ended up stabbing it right into the back of me

So I guess your just the biggest pussy I ever met, I should’ve left you for dead

Now I plan on haunting you the rest of your life, can’t get me out your head

Just admit you were the one to blame, I understand that people can change

But what you did to me was from your own gun, that no one else could aim

 

You think I wanted to pop those pills, it’s a generational curse

Our grandfather loved the booze, he ended up in a hearse

And our other grandfather, I never met that coward

Got too drunk one night and froze on a park bench, life expired

This shit is inlaid in our DNA so you damn right I ain’t the one to blame

Your too young wait til you see our mother popping prescriptions everyday

Oh that’s news to you? Open your eyes make sure you can see through them

And see our families biggest vice, remember our uncle and what then painkiller did to em?

I never asked for this addiction, did everything in my power to kick it

Now I got you out here bitching wishing I could do things different

You see the pain I was in that rehab facility with them withdrawals hit?

You selfish bitch, that was the hardest shit I have ever did

Remember when I got in that car crash in April and got rushed to the hospital

And had to decline those pain pills, didn’t want to go the relapse route

My hands broken in two places and my stomachs just swelling up

Pierced a kidney, and had to sit there with some advil and just tough it out

Just know your stuck with my past, I tried my hardest to wear this mask

I bust my ass to stay on this straight path, you wont understand the effects it has

I wish I could go back and change the face of time and make it good for us

But now we’re stuck drifted apart, it’s just the two of us