Still Lookin'

 

Still lookin', throw my hook in,

Pull a fish out of the sea

I try to care for it

But it doesn't care for me

It bites me on the nose,

Fairs fair, I suppose,

Then it jumps back in the water,

It jumps into the ocean,

I keep cookin' keep puttin'

The wood upon the fire,

Soon enough I'll find a spark,

It'll make my life brighter

Lightin' up my torch cause my life is a disaster,

Karma is a bitch, I ain't do nothin' to her

 

 

Plenty in the ocean, wait til

I find one I want

I try to care for it,

But it will not respond

It stabs me in the back,

Dipsomaniac,

Played that word while drunk in scrabble,

They didn't like that

Before you kill me, gimme five seconds to pray,

I need to tell the man above to count his fucking days,

I feel his gaze graze my back, it always feels the same,

The day I lay down dead is the day Heaven's reclaimed

 

 

Yeah, I been lookin' so long

Feel like I don't belong

Yeah, I was so strong,

What went wrong

I'm still lookin' for the one I want

 

 

I been lookin' so long, lost track of the time,

Anytime I'm rhyming, I work overtime,

Gotta make these bars, as clean as clean can be,

She only ever really liked me for my money

The deaths of your soul will leave a dense spot in your heart,

It's scarred and charred, makin' it so tricky to tear apart

Your emotions feel so numb now,

Everybody calls you dumb now,

Part of you is dead, you simply can't restart