prayin for better days
• Written by yk_its_solo
yk_its_solo's Notes
Final song edit (this song is based irl,and this was what i was listening to while writing)
//28//
Why do I write this music?
'Cause it relieves me of my pain,
One day I almost died, had a heart attack when I was crying,
Started to hyperventilate, felt my chest tighten,
Vision blurry, with panic, shaking like crazy,
Felt like I was gonna give up,
--nobody heard me,
In my room, alone, man, that darkness was heavy,
Picked up the remote, trying to breathe steady,
Turned on the tunes, let the beat carry me,
Music hit my soul, felt a glimpse of clarity.
//49//
I’m prayin', I’m prayin’, trying fight this fight,
Turnin’ my rage into rhymes every night,
I messed up so many times, can barely contain,
Anger consuming me, man, I’m feelin' insane.
//56//
BPD got me wildin’, ADHD in the mix,
Therapist called me crazy, man, I’m just a fixer-upper,
Trust me when I say I’m sorry, I’m lost in this shit,
If I rage, it’s probably 'cause I ain't okay with my grip,
Cryin’ then I bring the world to hellfire,
Can’t extinguish this pyre
Lonely in a crowd, feelin’ like a scum,
diggin' for my peace, man, im stuck in the mud
I scream at the moon, let it echo my plight,
Hurtin’ deep inside, just tryna fight..
\\1:13//
I'm on my fucking knees man, I need help-
Streetlights flicker, my heart's a drug,
BPD got me twistin’, ADHD’s rough,
Tryin’ to stay up and out of the water, but it’s never enough, I drown everytime
Ballin’ with bitches, but inside I’m a wreck,
Flexin’ with smiles, but it’s all just a check.
//1:22//
I’m prayin’ for my better days, man, I can’t contain,
Anger, fear, rage, it’s all in my brain,
I mess up so much, l feel insane,
//1:28//
Scared and overwhelmed, feelin’ lost in the fight,
Lookin’ for redemption, still searchin’ for the light,
Mad at the world, but the enemy’s really just me,
Got a war in my mind, man, please Lord let me be free,
//2:05//
So I’m writing through the night, spittin’ verses for my soul,
In this chaotic life, I’m just trying to feel whole,
Bitches talkin’ down, but they don’t even know,
What I’ve been through, man, it's a hell of a show.
Trust me when I say, I’m sorry for the rage,
Just a kid trapped in this life’s crazy cage,
The world feels so small and I just wanna escape...
//2:16//
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yk_its_solo
Member since February 8 2024