truth

I feel lost

Haven't put a lot of thought into my choices

I made mistakes but I can't change without the voices

In my head telling me do this instead

There's demons, they just preaching life is easy

When you're dead,

I don't buy that, sleeps the cousin of death,

My bed finds that the sweat doesn't keep me cool at night

I fight these dark dreams but I ain't choosing

If the truth is right

Truth is right

You don't have to say it twice to make it soothing

Cause the truth is price

All the blue that's finding room inside my room at night

I can't change at all

But I need to

Gotta do what's right don't want to plea to

Just agree to the future

if I have the chance to show them all,

I promise I'll go through with it,

Too far in my groove to quit,

Gotta prove I'm worth the hurt it takes to move for this,

Watch the curtain call,

Aversive of the persons that will curse the walls i stand

on

See that birds depend on worms,

It hurts, I couldn't plan on,

how to keep my boat afloat

haters tryna drag me down, frozen by a colder flow,

They just tryna snag a crown

My hope and time I do devote

To this sentry

I tell my story to so many,

but the few that really listen

aren't the plenty,

Tell me if there's justice in a penny

The thing that's linking (lincoln) me to all this numbness feeling heavy,

Blunted in the chevy, humming noises steady getting louder,

Even though the cloud thick, i feel the poisons seeking our

Weakness out, scenic routes keep the drought heavy

than the burden on my soul, feel the devil taking toll

Toked to try and keep the preacher out,

Breathing in the reefer I can't speak without,

Where the lights at?

Tryna fight back oppression in society,

Our skin is different, but we plagued with the same anxiety,

see the evil in today's propriety

Living by a script eating quietly

Our piety is similar,

find me feeling sinister about it,

Don't pout, just yell the loudest,

find your own calling

be the proudest,

Never falling, cheating downers,

Leavin bullshit where you found it,

At the curb man you'll learn to live without it