Hate Myself

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Yeah, I’m stuck in this cycle, don’t know how to break
Every mirror I face, just a reflection of my mistakes
Thoughts keep echoing, like a storm in my brain
Every day’s a battle, I’m drowning in the pain
Tired of pretending, I’m running out of breath
Living in this darkness, it’s like a slow death
Tryna find a way out, but I’m lost in the mist
Every step I take feels like a punch to the chest.
 
They say "keep pushing," but I’m sinking in quicksand
The more I struggle, the deeper I stand
Hiding from the truth, wearing this facade
But inside I’m fractured, can’t escape the odds.
No matter how hard I try to look on the bright side
The shadows pull me back, I’m caught in the tide
Every day’s a rerun, can’t seem to change
Just another chapter in this never-ending page.
 
I hate myself, trapped in this cage
Echoes in my mind, turning the page
Fighting with my demons, can’t break free
The mirror’s reflection, it’s drowning me.
Falling deeper, can’t find my way
Every step forward feels like decay
I’m fighting with the darkness, lost in the sound
Hate myself, can’t turn this around.
 
Yeah, every night’s a battle, demons in my head
Trying to silence the voices that keep me in bed
Facing these shadows that I can’t outrun
Every fight feels futile, like the war’s never won.
They tell me it’s okay, that I’ll find a way
But it’s hard to believe when you’re fading away
Look in the mirror, but the face isn’t mine
Just a hollow shell of the person I left behind.
 
I’m caught in the storm, searching for the calm
But every time I find it, it just turns into a bomb
These echoes keep haunting, the whispers of my past
Wondering if I’m destined to forever be outclassed.
I’m reaching for a lifeline that I can’t seem to grasp
Every time I feel hope, it just slips through my grasp
Trying to hold on, but my fingers are weak
Falling apart, can’t find the strength I seek.
 
I hate myself, trapped in this cage
Echoes in my mind, turning the page
Fighting with my demons, can’t break free
The mirror’s reflection, it’s drowning me.
Falling deeper, can’t find my way
Every step forward feels like decay
I’m fighting with the darkness, lost in the sound
Hate myself, can’t turn this around.
 
Maybe one day I’ll find the light
Maybe one day I’ll win this fight
But until then, I’m lost in the void
Every hope and dream feels destroyed.
I’ll keep pushing, though it’s hard to bear
Searching for a way out of this despair
But the echoes keep calling, pulling me back
Hate myself, just trying to stay on track.
 
I hate myself, but I’ll keep fighting on
Even when it feels like hope is gone
The echoes in my mind, they won’t define
I’ll find a way to heal, to reclaim what’s mine.

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