Life Is A Bitch [2024]

Yeah,

 

Dumb shitty ass life I’m tired of living,

Why am I sinning?

Dear Lord, I’m crying and trying to fight the demons,

But they keep eyeing me and writing my every decision,

To make sure that the life I’m given is spiteful with lies filled in it;

Whenever I’m just sitting here,

They fucking whisper in my ear to say what’s up and then they disappear,

Every year they give me fear and it’s severe,

Clear-ly they want my career path to steer right off the pier;

My peers won’t volunteer to interfere,

Instead, they’ll cheer and will always make sure I hear,

Don’t know why it feels weird when I get in the gear,

Cuz sometimes I feel like a king till I look in a mirror;

I said I feel like a king till I look in a mere,

I get fucking aggravated staying insincere,

Cuz the minute I don’t, I’m labeled toxic and obnoxious,

Ain’t nothing but a problem, yell ‘till I’m unconscious;

Every day is another chance to recover still,

This summer feels like another waste, a bunch of filth

Piled up, I’ve spent my time playing just for fun until

I remember I’m in dept, still paying off this Discover bill;

Now here I am, jobless, running out of money,

Spending it on useless things that does nothing for me,

I got my card scammed and goddamn I was lucky

To replace it then cuz my credit score was low and bumpy;

Applied to over fifty jobs and this the crap they do:

“We’ll look through your application and get back to you”

Weeks go by after I called them more than three times,

“We’re not hiring at the moment” I can scream right?

 

"I want that son of a bitch dead! I want him dead!"

 

I’m so sick of people tryna decide my life for me,

But the truth is I don’t even know what I want to strive, nor please

Anyone who believes that I can achieve anything,

And reach the peak that I see that eventually envies me;

I got a younger brother that all he does is say shit

Is what the bullies I faced said to me in the basement

Of the school stairwells, getting chased and

Slammed to the ground spraining my wrist outta placement!;

Little things get me mad,

That’s also why when someone tickles me, I don’t laugh,

Mad at me cuz I don’t show no chivalry to a fag?

Fucking cancel me then little twink! Make me gag!;

How I talk about hatred, and spread discrimination,

This nation is basically making me crazy,

I stay with these ways thinking it is amazing,

Cuz I don’t know how to be sane, I’m unable ta;

Cope with the new adjustments, it brings me eruption,

Frustrated with fucking up the next one,

Sit under the sun with assumptions, abundance,

Of just dumping the dumb shit on all but nothing;

The government got my thumbprint,

They want something from me if it involves a gun, shit,

All this war, and inflation by this fucker who’s running

For president, now my vote’s going to Trump, bitch;

 

"I want him dead! I want his family dead!

I want his house burnt to the ground!"

 

It’s like every time I went to church I felt worse,

Like I wasn’t blessed but cursed, all the mess that occurs,

And it drifted me away from God, became atheist,

Only to see the gift obtained grew and gave me this;

It gave me this PIECE OF SHIT of a life that makes me evil,

A waste of people and this economy that we build,

I’m working my ass off making artwork from the heart,

While others who can’t even paint or draw get more applause;

The pandemic made yall fuckers way too comfortable

On the internet goddammit, lots of things ain’t affordable,

Everything is taken personal, making it worse for you,

Instead of fist hurting you, ya have some bullets burst through you;

Up and down and round and round, amounts of sound that bounce

Around my house with foul smells I’ve found, my brows lift, now I pout,

Dead people coming out the ground forming crowds throughout

To bring me down with the other ghouls and hounds who can howl;

The rich get richer, politicians get on my nerves,

Got a mission to have people not exist in this world,

Nonexistent, contradicting woke liberals

Who turn opposite if drafted for wars they spoke with confidence- little girl;

I keep having thoughts of living a criminal life,

But I'll make it worse for me in just minimal time,

Shooting everything and everyone up metaphorically,

Cuz I don't see an end, so fuck you and your beliefs;

 

Life is a bitch bruh,

Life is a fucking bitch bruh,

It's a motherfucking bitch bruh,

I can't say no more shit about it