why

Why am i doing this i feel like i'm about go up in flames with all this anger and anxiety i feel like will go away are you cheating are lying sneaking be a lying little rat

 

my father wasn’t around i swear i will do anything but if you try this it will end bad and i mean bad bad for me and you are you cheating are you lying why you to this i still see you sometimes in my eye makes me sad on what you did i gave you everything i could all i tried was to make you feel better

then you throw it all out the window and then tried to go escape a cant hide its so hard to kill this feeling i feel bad for myself i'm not ok im hurt and injured and your making it worse buddy boy i got a bad feeling that something bad is about to happen to me and you girl why you got go do that crap.

Why you gotta try your dumb tricks ain't going to work any more about to go up in flames. I played too many good times so this time i'm not falling for it again my heart is ice from all these cold women i take meds to make me feel ok. I cant ver move or take my life to the lord i'm better of dead god help me i need help badly being held captive by the devil sittin here chillin in my head it's cold no the pains worst im stuck i cant run want to see where i fell and im still sinnin theses women peer pressuring me but im ok cause when they do do that im done cause i leave said she going to leave im stuck all my friends are dead mentally dead from women i'm mentally dead

i feel like this all the time taking all the meds to face got me dying in mine yeah my anxiety the size of a planet my heart racen like a ranet my heart taking all this damage dang hopefully i'm going to meet them up in heaven tryin to get back with your ex im stilliin sinnin and im still dyingg