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• Written by lil_wavyee
Yeah...
Back when we kicked it late at the park,
Talked like we’d never drift apart.
Leaned on each other, calls ‘til dawn,
I played it cool, but I had it all wrong.
I reached for your touch like it gave me power,
But love like that only blooms for an hour.
I knew deep down this wasn’t the route,
Some things don’t fit, no matter the doubt.
So we lit it up, let it burn to ash,
Erased the thought that we ever could last.
We flew too close, we fell too hard,
Ran through the night with bruised-up hearts.
What we had was real—'til it wasn’t enough,
Some things just break when you call it love.
Where was my fear when I gave it away?
Watched the sky while you begged me to stay.
You told me, “Lock in, don’t slip, don’t bend,”
But I lost myself, caught up in the wind.
Now I’m stuck with the what-ifs and could’ve beens,
Replaying moments I’ll never win.
The fights we dodged, the things left unsaid—
Living in thoughts that live in my head.
You moved on, but I stayed behind,
Chasing the ghost of a love I can’t find.
Guess it’s my fault—I should’ve seen the signs,
But hindsight’s a curse when you’re outta time.
Now I’m lost where the good times fade,
Caught in the space between love and blame.
Maybe we grew too fast, maybe we changed,
Maybe some stories end that way.
No need to fight what’s already gone,
We tried to stay, but stayed too long.
We flew too close, we fell too hard,
Ran through the night with bruised-up hearts.
What we had was real—'til it wasn’t enough,
Some things just break when you call it love.