Obscured Demons

 

Hidden scars underneath,

Cuts bleeding blood under the sheeve,

You bleed pleed for forgiveness,

but lost in your own carelessness,

You say life isn't fare enough,

You've been scared and faded since adolescents,

Never felt blessed the rest came after you were diagnosed depressed,

Lost interest in friends,

Every exit felt like a dead end,

Ended up addicted,

Addicted to heroin and downers,

Learned to drown others,

Using a 2 liter and a screwdriver,

Turned into a rough rider,

Riding tides into rough weather,

Ethered so left Internet in tethered,

Severed so severe internally dissapeared,

Cut sketched n etched sheared,

No longer feared,

Soon dreamt of death,

Left marks all over,

Dark mind left sober,

 

 

Troubled self-harm doubled,

Over whelmed blown shuttle,

Stressed sliced pentagrams,

Until they bled across his chest,

Demonstrated insanity,

Until he became a demon hated by humanity,

Every sentence covered with profanity,

Reality became a nightmare,

One sight to fear,

Seeing creatures climb up n down,

Hell to heaven all around heard their sounds,

Brain pounded sounded tripulated,

Faded once fainted,

Woke with his heart black looking tainted,

Shaded darker sharper then permanent sharpy,

Ended up throwing a magnum,

To his head screaming I drank some,

Referring Satan's blood,

Stirring thoughts up,

Than squeezing the trigger,

Until his finger fell lifelessly,

Dead white sheets blood red,

Head shot torn to shreds,

Hole in his head but unholy,

With scornful memories,

Now his stories been heard,

You decide whether it affects you.