Dad [2024]

*puts down the coffee*

 

Could never have the thought,

Of fatherhood without my Dad, it's not

Possible, so grateful for the task he taught,

So thankful for the past he brought;

Proud to say that I'm glad I've got

A father who bust his ass so I

Could be able to create a path I want,

And there's no way I could actually stop;

 

I love you Dad,

But why?

I love you Dad,

But why?

I love you Dad,

But why?

Why were you bad to Mom?

 

As a kid you showed me masculinity and assertiveness,

Somehow the way you cast it into me being affirmative,

Told me to bash the enemies, take my life and determine it,

And make a list of task I've yet to reach, and circle it;

You were nothing but supportive, and I couldn't ask for better,

Even though the important things can never last forever,

You barely held accordance and didn't let the past go ever,

I think I took that and stored it and that's where I messed up;

All the nights we had were fun, but the pride you have is dumb,

And the times we traveled un-leashed a light that's now shrunk,

All the fights you had with Mum, left us crying after dawn,

But now I can rap a song expressing the lies that I was taught;

And I was trying not to become something I could never want,

Start wiping all the snot and tears, it's trifling when it comes

To arguing over non-sense, wanna be right and not wrong,

I can't decide whether or not if I should climb to the top;

 

I love you Dad,

But why?

I love you Dad,

But why?

I love you Dad,

But why?

Why were you bad to Mom?

 

(Guitar)

 

This part ain't easy, I didn't wanna believe it,

The secrets that you're keeping from family, we see it,

But I didn't wanna believe it, I didn't want to believe it,

I didn't want to scream it out so God can hear it;

Why take so long to come across it, father?

I'm afraid is this what Imma do to my partner?

Shout now and cry later in your apartment,

AHHH! WHY WAS THERE A VIBRATOR IN YOUR DRAWER?!

 

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!

 

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????!!!!!!

 

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO MOM?!

TO US?! YOUR KIDS?! GRANDMA KNOWS ABOUT THIS TOO??!!!!

YOU WERE MY ROLE MODEL! JUST LIKE MOM!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???????

 

I HATE IT HEREEEEE!!!!!

ALL OF THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ARE.....

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭

 

 

But...

I still love you Dad,

I will always love you Dad,

But you've have done bad,

Bad, bad, things that I'm not glad;

 

Oh, why Dad 😔😞