PLAYING WITH MY EMOTIONS

Tired of watching local cable cause it was the only thing entertaining

tired of people giving me medication and expect me to start changing

tired of people playing with my emotions, tired of people talking about

me having depression because i always have a straight look on my

tired of people making fun of me cause i'm white and it's the color of my

race, in Springfield i always got made fun of for being white but if i said

the word black everybody wants to fight, and that's the kind of stuff

that drives me insane, it makes me wanna be independent like Kurt

Cobain and when i think of these things it fucks with my head, but like

what Layne Staley said, if i can't be my own i'd feel better dead, what

the fuck is up with music these days why are the best musician's gone

and dead, why do i get a life like this i dont want foster care to control

the life i live, at the visits, with my siblings, they say i set a bad

influence, these are the reason's why i'm always pissed, and i don't

wan't to change, I'd rather be hated for i am, than loved for who i am

not, Kurt Cobain, everybody wonders why i keep my emotions inside, if

i ever tell anyone I'll probably get mad at for no reason and I'll start to

cry, so far school has ruined my life and gave me a lot of stress, every

body's saying go to college it'll be the best, i don't want to finish college

still stupid, having knowledge i'll never use in life, a lot of people see

me as a reject and a failure, but it's alright cause i know who i am, tired

of seeing people who make me happy, but then they leave, the only

thing that calms me down is music cause it's my therapy, sitting on a

Angry chair, nothing but a wall to stare

i get in trouble cause they have a feeling

And they jump to conclusions, they only

Thing that calms me down is writing music