Trying To Change

Life hasn't been very kind to me growing up, now im poor, I can barely afford anymore food

There's a lot of mouths to feed, stuck in a slump of my own thoughts, wanting to be free, this sucks but that's life for you

This is a man's world surrounded by walls of chaos, as the wales and cries echos of those who we've lost a long the way

I've came a long way, hell, I seen a lot but not seen it all, I've felt pain like the rest of the world, yet I didn't fall

No longer kneeling on the pads of my bleeding knees, I don't fuck with nobody unless they real as these thoughts that play

I try to be in a good mood, to start a fresh day walking to work, worrying about money and how I'm gonna spend it

Worrying more on how I can save it, shits outta pocket like the bills not in my pocket, just shut it

I'm minding my business fuck stress, it's a cruel mistress but I know her so well, that I can tell whether or not the days is successful

Just by the itch I get in my pants when my crock sweats and how my meatstick sometimes twitches

Nah for real though

 

I'm trying to change

Trying to aim for a higher level

Trying to do better than the past

Doing my thing

Making it work, grinding by the minute not wasting a second

Doing my thing

I'm trying to change

Trying to aim for a higher level

Trying to do better than the past

Doing my thing

Making it work, grinding by the minute not wasting a second

Doing my thing

 

I've had plenty opportunities to turn into the villain these fakers and haters painted about me

But I said let a hoe be a hoe, see where that goes, when I no longer give a narcissistic baby attention

I hear rumors, there's always gossip in the office, but I'm in no rush to try and stop It,

I make music while trying to use it and make a profit

To vow to do the opposite of fail,I will succeed, the way I do it, there's no sucking seed except the bitch thsr sucks these

Psyche I'm no player I got no hoes but I'm better than that, I'm a lyrical slayer, clever and dextral trying to do better

Becoming a man ain't no easy task especially when I had to mature on my own, sure I grew up in a full house but I still felt alone

I had my ups and downs in life, it taught me to survive, learned how to thrive, then rap came alone now I'm here, I've got a drive

It gave me a new view of the world around me, this world is my playground , here to pound it, one word at them when I rhyme

 

I'm trying to change

Trying to aim for a higher level

Trying to do better than the past

Doing my thing

Making it work, grinding by the minute not wasting a second

Doing my thing

I'm trying to change

Trying to aim for a higher level

Trying to do better than the past

Doing my thing

Making it work, grinding by the minute not wasting a second

Doing my thing