SABOTAGE by BaldR

Self destructive behaviour

can’t force a hand that self enables

Play favourites with my demons

burned every bridge I’ve had with angels

Lay the cards up on the table

I don’t got a horse in the stable

don’t got The words to turn the tables

Watch the collapse of my foundation

Dwelling in self-hatred

this rage spins till I vomit

how can I feel so empty inside

with all these knots in my stomach

One person, two faces

these days it’s The only shit that changes

today the snakes don’t hiss

because they talk in our language

plaster covered fingers

Make pinky promises but they’re fiction

Got these fractures on my mind

From splitting the hairs of my commitment

hands coated in wax

burnin the wick at both ends

Can’t stress The rest that I lose

Cuz I’ll just sleep when I’m dead

Bones in splinters from

holdin on to the past with broken fingers

Keep Repeating bad decisions

acting like I Don’t know the difference

 

I’m in the midst of finishing the lyrics for this.

I have an album I’m working on and this should likely be on it

This is not the beat I am using , but flows nicely,

Me and my beat maker got some fire coming your way say tuned into BaldR

Thanks yall