Criminal State of Mind
• Written by NBFMAKS
It was two thousand twenty two, grade 9 in French class,
She sat across the room, didn’t think this would last,
Her smile caught my eye, thought she was the one,
Started talkin' to her, felt like we were having fun.
We shared some laughs, thought we were on the same page,
But I got too close, now I’m feelin’ this rage.
My heart in her hands, but it wasn’t enough,
She didn’t feel the way I felt—this love’s tough.
She’s all about the game, and I’m just a pawn,
She’s got my heart but can’t keep me long,
Every word she said felt so damn real,
But the love I gave her, she couldn’t feel.
I met a girl, I gave her my heart,
Got too close and it tore me apart,
She bout that life, my heart she stealin',
My love for her goes up past the ceiling,
I don’t do drugs, no wakin’ and bakin’,
She a thief, and my heart she takin’,
I let her in, now I’m feelin' the pain,
My love for her’s like a runaway train,
She had me caught up, I didn’t know how,
Now I’m stuck here, don’t know how to get out.
Late night talks, I thought she was real,
But when I needed her, she made me feel surreal,
She took what I gave, didn’t give it back,
Now I’m left here tryna stay on track.
She never knew how much I cared for her,
Put my trust in her, but it’s all a blur,
I wanted to show her that I’d be her man,
But it’s like I was a part of some plan.
Every moment we shared, I thought it meant more,
But now I’m standin' here with a heart that's torn,
She don’t see the love, the pain that I feel,
I gave her my soul, but it wasn’t real.
I’d do anything just to make her see,
That the love I gave her was all for free.
I met a girl, I gave her my heart,
Got too close and it tore me apart,
She bout that life, my heart she stealin',
My love for her goes up past the ceiling,
I don’t do drugs, no wakin’ and bakin’,
She a thief, and my heart she takin’,
I let her in, now I’m feelin' the pain,
My love for her’s like a runaway train,
She had me caught up, I didn’t know how,
Now I’m stuck here, don’t know how to get out.
I’m stuck in this game, don’t know how to play,
But I keep thinkin' 'bout her every day.
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NBFMAKS
Member since February 13 2024