Collide

I have this reoccurring daydream

The one where you come back to me

The one where we run into each other on the street

And you think

I know that person she used to love me

Then you walk to me

Come up and talk to me

As I'm trying not to make eye contact

Cause I've grown scared of that

As you look me in the eyes

It's amazing I don't even cry

Just wait as this moment passes by

Ask you how's life

You'll tell me its fine

Even though its a never ending fight

And you might think you can but you can't hide

Anything from me cause I know you

You were my Bonnie and I was you're Clyde

You'll look at me and tell me that you've found someone else

But I'm still swimmin like Micheal Phelps

Tryin to find someone who isn't about their-self

But I'm afraid to come out of my shell

Out of my cell

My mind has became my own personal jail

I breathe it in then I exhale

So I can excel

And embrace the smell

 

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You don't know that living without you is real hell

I always sit and dwell

If you can't tell

I miss you

Wishin you were here

But I know you're no where near

You just live in my head and in my ears

Sometimes I hear you're voice and wish you would appear

My life's based upon what i'mma do this year

Will I stand in this place and be full of fear

Or get the fuck out of here

You gave me something to live for

Then left didn't even give me a chance to prove myself

All I ever asked from you was help

But I wasn't worth it

Our relationship has been deserted

And I would love to go back and make some reassurance

Remember the first song you ever played for me

By Ed Sheeran

You sung it and everything

Now its like you don't even think of me

You'll just haunt me in my dreams

As my heart seeps through the seams

Of this old mattress

That you shared with me

You must have been a really good actress

I thought you cared for me

 

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All the times that we shared

The times you told me what you cared

Most about

Said you couldn't do without

Me, Its astounding

How fast you moved on and forgot me

We used to hang out everyday

I used to tell you you're beautiful in every way

The good times we had

When you told me how you hate your mom

And I told you that's not that bad

Talked about your life

And the mental problems you had

They said you were crazy

They said you weren't right

But I never believed them

I know you have the most beautiful mind

Even now I find

Pieces of you in every line

Wishing I could just make up for the time

Wishing you were still mine

When I know you weren't ever really mine to begin with

And I fuckin hate it

This pain

Wishin I was sedated

So I didn't have to take it

Buts its over and I can't make you love me

So go ahead and tell them how you were above me

 

 

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