Gone but not forgotten remix

I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't

Count the memories but they haunt my head

I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but

I'm numb to pain, just like novocaine

I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't

Count the memories but they haunt my head

I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but

I'm numb to pain, just like novocaine

 

You taught me I had purpose and used that to my advantage

And gave me life advice when I was dead, took it for granted

The only fucking person who saw potential not damage

Loved someone and watched them die that's just how God planned it

Remember the day they told me that you were dead

I know your students were rude and they pushed you over the edge

I just hoped the pain ain't last homie not for a sec

I wonder if you popped pills or had a rope at your neck

You're the man who broke his back for a drop and respect

Always told me keep on living, never thought you'd be dead

Told myself I had no time to see you stuck in my head

Crazy how we clipped in place when I found out about your death

Now your bloods all on my hands, and I don't know what to do

I should've seen all of the signs, I was going through it all too

But you smiled at my face and told me keep on pushing through

Now I realized that I should've said the same thing to you

 

I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't

Count the memories but they haunt my head

I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but

I'm numb to pain, just like novocaine

I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't

Count the memories but they haunt my head

I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but

I'm numb to pain, just like novocaine

 

3am remember my phone was getting a call

Press decline a couple times 'cause I ain't want to talk

Fourth time that I got it I stormed right into the hall

And that's when they told me they found your body on the wall

I swear to God that in that moment everything stopped

I never really been religious but started screaming at God

Ask him why he take away someone who did nothing wrong

Tired of people telling me it's only to make me strong

Now his daughter's got no father and I know how she feels

But hers was ripped away how does that shit ever heal?

Swear the ones that have lost, but are alive and made it still

And the greatest people created were made for God to steal

 

 

I remember the night you left me here

If only you knew how much you meant how dear

Got a message from you we spoke through the night

You told me you wanted to die and we sat and spoke till after midnight

I didnt wanna stop talking cuz i was worried to death

I tried to show the love I had for you as my best friend I tried to express

You told me good night and it was time for bed

I said okay but i didnt know that was the last good night you would have ever said

You seemed so happy at school when we were hangin out together

If you would have told me whats wrong I woulda helped make you feel better

I know life is hard and its hard to handle

You told me not to let my light go out with the wind like a burning candle

 

I shoulda checked on you more

You said you were okay you fuckin swore

You were the best friend I had and I hope you died knowing

I hope you are happy up there just watching the wind blowing

I hope when you passed you aint feel no pain

I wish you were still here id give you time to explain and help you relieve some pain

Its been so long but the memories floodin my mind

I cant believe i was so fuckin blind

I loved you like a sister you knew how much you meant

There is no combination of words that can show the amount I loved you none can represent

I wish I woulda told you what you meant more

I wish I woulda told you that you were worth the world and more