Letter 2 My Demons
• Written by daughterX
daughterX's Notes
This is a song dedicated to moving on from my past and being a new me and trying to be a better person. Please use this beat, also a trigger warning
I used to cry over all of my past hurt, heartbreaks, and mistakes
All my demons wanna do is bring me down and try to make sure my heart breaks
That ain't gonna happen no more nightmares containing memories of my abuse
no more self hate and I look into the mirror and smile time to put my demons in a noose
Fuck all my pain and suffering from my past maybe I'll be more trusting
To all those who stick around you show me how to be more loving
Fuck all the exes who called me broken and cant be put back together
Fuck all those people in my past who hurt me and put my heart in a blender
I just want to be happier and move on from my past to forgive but never forget
I know I'm fucked up from trauma which left me mentally unstable but I'll never be perfect
Loyalty is what runs through me does it run through you?
My demons always want me to never grow so now that I'm flourishing they don't know what to do
I'm getting better with my mental health defying my demons so I just hope they scoff
It looks like all those time talking to my shrink about getting better is paying off
I've been coping better not getting scared of love and affection like before
Now I can laugh at all the insecurities and I finally won that internal war
Thanks to all the love I get now I can look at myself and say I'm pretty
Even if I tell you my past it doesn't mean I'll want your fucking pity
I'm happy that I'm changing for the better and that I'm getting used to affection
I can show my love in ways I couldn't when I was younger and my feelings are no longer a question
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daughterX
Member since January 11 2024