My Delvilsh Side

sick of people always telling me im shit

not gonna succeed in life never gonna be rich

no job honour life that's worth living

washing doors floors hall walls to make a living

washing dishes as getting poorer and the rich get richer

life's a bitch but you've gotta stay strong and live with it

Ive got a quick wit understand how to live with it

cant believe I used to slit my wrists over this shit

I spit lyrics just to pick me up out of the shit

im skint but the worlds what you make of it

but you just got to think gods making you suffer

try to stay positive he's only doing it cause he loves you

believe me im been totally honest

Ive been through thick and thin believe me its true im modest

and no matter how much you fall in the end you'll come through

you see smoke in the distance that's the dark times

but when you succeed and the smoke clears you'll see the light

just think its the same when you perish and die

see the light forwarding desire from the passion of Christ

 

roses are red violets are blue

heaven and hell which one are you

an eagle a crow the sun shines through

glistening tides I grew wings and I flew

my life was a storm in the thundering night

in my mind I felt I had a devilish side

all I needed was somebody by my side

who had to pull my dignity towards the light

now I feel Ive been granted life

from the eyes of the angels from the garden of light

 

I aint afraid to die and hears the reason why

im a soldier a cold cocked bullet to the shoulder

im bolder than a cold blooded viper a rhyme inventor

a rhyme dispenser and I have a lot of time to spend on

writing my lines and constructing my sentences

cause I like to have a guide when I face my demons

have a modus operandi like a sex offender

battling bitches isn't on my agenda

I wanna take titles like mike Tyson without offending them

im a white guy that strives to capture imagination in the eyes

of people who have lived the same lives growing up in a struggle

like walking on knives or should I say egg shells that's the trouble

living double lives to keep up your pride poor or rich cant decide

don't wanna wake up in the morning don't wanna open my eyes

id rather waste away than play these games and perish and die

anxiety strains my veins in the ice of the night

staying awake until the insomnias tired

rid my pain of this disease that Ive acquired

I hope Ive inspired anyone who suffer from the same shit

now ill retire

 

 

roses are red violets are blue

heaven and hell which one are you

an eagle a crow the sun shines through

glistening tides I grew wings and I flew

my life was a storm in the thundering night

in my mind I felt I had a devilish side

all I needed was somebody by my side

who had to pull me towards the light

now I feel Ive been granted life

from the eyes of the angels from the garden of light