in my head p1
• Written by LyricalX
'Cause there's monsters in my head, yeah-uh, yeah-uh
You want me dead, yeah-uh, yeah-uh, yeah-uh
I wonder what it meant (huh, yeah, huh, yeah)
Am I just like the rest? (Huh, yeah, yeah)
A fool for somethin' that's dead, yeah
Got me stressed, got me pressed, bulletproof vest
3 to the head, too obsessed, fuckin' wit' my mental
On a whole other level, feelin' posssessed
Please by my guest, so damn depressed
Whatchu tryna suggest? House arrest?
Shit, yeah, mama say I am blessed
I disagree though, I am not the best
I'm insane, yeah, on a damn quest
Fo' love, but I swear to God, this is just a test
Fools win the contest, yeah
All this time I fucking invest, yeah
And bitch, you wearin' yo' best dress
'Cause you found your next ex
I just take my last breath (last breath)
This bitch be wishin' my dad best (dad best)
Fuck you up, with no damn vest (damn vest)
I know I'm losin' my damn head (damn head)
You say it's me, but nah, it's you
I hate to say that I miss you
I hate to say that I can't fix you, yeah
Bitch, you know the wind blew, ayy, goddamn
I felt like I couldn't kiss you (uh, yeah)
I know we onto part two (onto part two)
How will I even start, dude? (Start, dude)
Bitch, I just wanna restart you (restart you)
You want me dead, where the dark looms (dark looms)
Fucking me up as I stare at the high moon (high moon)
High ground, I guess I'll die, too (die, too)
Bitch, why can I not find you? (Find you?)
Glocks on me, Caillou (Caillou)
You want me dead but I'm inside you (inside you)
Shit, you know I'm behind you (behind you)
I'm by your side, too (side, too)
Do a lil' left switch (left switch)
I wish I woulda left it (left it)
With a flick of my left wrist (left wrist)
You was my princess, bitch (cess, bitch)
Fell for you, that's some excess shit (excess shit)
Do you want me dead or do will you just let in? (Let in)
Motherfuckers want my dime piece
They just wanna try me (ooh, ooh)
Bitch, I'm sportin' Nike (goddamn)
I was up so highly, all high and mighty, but most likely
Hurtin' deep inside, feelin' tiny, my brows raise slightly
You love him but like me, make up your mind, please
Do you dislike me or perhaps despise me?
I touch poison ivy, I steal yo' ID, I'm fucking psyche
Bitch, you my G, can you be mine, please?
You can't find me because you're inside me
Bitch, Madison, no Mikey, I got a strike, G
They wanna strike me and somehow fight me
But most likely they won't be quite me
But maybe out of spite we
Can find a way to combat these
Motherfuckers tryna come and axe me
Motherfuckers ain't happy, love so sappy
I be like Kashy, 'til she go madly
She say she felt badly for me but she would rather choose Maddie
Lil' bitch walkin' past me, she just wan' surpass me
I feel like she's trashy, she so damn nasty
She call me daddy, she call me papi, but damn, she a dummy
Spendin' my money, ain't that real funny?
She was my honey, she was my bunny
We was best-buddies, she was so lovely
I looked ugly, I looked fugly, it wasn't sunny
'Til she came in and told me she loved me
That was fake, so fuck me
She didn't even trust me, yeah-yeah
She just wan' front me, diamonds so shiny
Fuck me for the night please, she so slimy
Please don't do that slime, please
Eat like Chipotle, bitch it ain't no snow day
'Cause bitch, I sip OJ, like my name Kobe
I call up my Jose, motherfuckers obey
Watch how we go sway, watch how we go play
No, this ain't no play, we don't play no games
Motherfuckers OLAY, she wan' say, "Okay"
Where the snow lay, she drive me so cray
Oh, she like, "Okay, but why 'Rolet?"
I got the Rollie, you know we don't play
And we won't play them snow games
Throw a snowball at yo' face
'Til you convulse and fall where the snow lay
And motherfucker, you'll be dead 'fore the next day
What the fuck is up with y'all? This is the best day, uh
She wan' give me love, but she didn't even ask me
Now she wanna go and come at me
All these hoes wanna jab me
Fuck 'em up, Rick Astley
What y'all want? Well, sadly
I fucked yo' mama, well, exactly
Fucking with you make me happy
So when you dead, it'll feel ecstatic
This shit like it magic, my actions so drastic
Motherfuckers smokin' chronic, what a classic
Cashin' on me, but she made outta plastic
This bitch a Barbie, and damn, it tragic
She say she sorry but she don't mean it
Up wit' my demons, she was my Garden of Eden
I caught all these bodies, you wouldn't believe it
So much cash on me and you can damn near see it
When hoes talk to me I tell 'em, "Oh, just beat it"
'Cause hoes want me and I say, "No, not 'til you stop speakin'"
'Cause hoes be yappin' 'bout they cheerleadin'
Fucking with me might get you near bleedin'
Fucking with you but I can hear, see it
I kill yo' ass 'til you can't bear the feeling
You just want me dead but damn, I'm healin'
When the money stack, stack, to the ceiling
Fucking with her then I'm gone, I'm leaving
My heart she was stealin', justice I been dealin'
When I found out she was cheatin'
I wondered how we'd reach this
Is this real love or my demons?
Spring into action every season
Now we got an audience for all the wrong reasons, yeah