"Her Pain"

Lord knows shes beautiful, /

Lord knows the usuals, / got her thinking twice, /

Problems are too sharp to try /

"Asking for advice", /

Escaping from this reality /

Would be her only vice, /

Kill herself tonight? /

Mental suicide she might, /

This just might be the last time she /

Dies inside /

But heavens above foretell it to be /

Another lie... /

Even though she's living her life

Out of her control, /

Worrying about cosmetology,

N finger nail cuticles, /

There's a lot more going on psychologically /

While these hypocrisys come in with /

Plans of the diabolical /

Irrational thoughts not thinkin' the logical /

She feels pain every day, /

With every one to blame, /

What a shame that nothing will change, /

Things will always be the same /

Check list on her wrists, /

Every time she's brought to reminisce /

Scars looking a lot like tally marks /

Resembles the pain /

Shes felt in her heart ... /

Uh, because lord knows she's beautiful,

Lord knows when she's alone

What she be thinking on the usual. /

Heart screaming give me mercy /

While her mind pleads

"Please don't do it. /

Would they acknowledge the hurt?

Or label it suicide first? /

She'd really think of it

As murder by sadness, /

The murder weapon was silence /

Feelings of resentment, / Concealment hides her hurt ... /

Lies to imagine happiness / around happy faces /

She's seen the same faces / in different places /

Her deceitful native tongue / still remains fluent since youth, /

Look in her eyes, / You can feel the pain as the proof /

It's not like her life depends on it, / of course it would look

Like suicide / vindictiveness of the mind. / She can't stand it... /

She just wants to blast off / and leave this planet, /

She might just vanish / and leave it all behind ... /

The loneliness of a child / when your trying to raise a child, /

Mild mix feelings has her confused, / after all the abuse, /

She still acts like she has nothing to lose / but all the while /

She doesn't want to leave Earth / all she's ever wanted since birth /

Is to be saved. / Feeling like a slave through her mind /

All the damn time ...