SA'S DTL

Yo, in life we learn lessons like playing chess before checkers

because being strategic is like messing with the best ones

We duck and dodge all of the messages from living God

and his majesty, overall I'm just mad at me, for losing all of my sanity

during the call, and then actually making walls as the remedy

for my falls as a human being, gravity got a vendetta, see,

My city's San Antonio, but my mind's in the galaxy

feeling like a fugitive, chasing dreams like it's an apology

to the world that never knew me, but always had an apology

for my flaws, for my lapses, my mental health, and honestly

for real we need some bosses acting like they were sponsors

God makes some true promises and turns my enemy into fosters so

Wait, check the counter, my mom thought I was a monster grabbing

knives with a stabbing fight, she was scared, I was shaken

She was saddened, right, and she kicked me out in night

It's alright, my grandpa was waiting, like a knight in shining armor,

His heart was palpitating, but his demeanor was calm like sea water

But I thought he was baiting.

 

 

He said, "Look at me, don't let your eyes deceive you"

"You're not what you seem, you're more than what she's conceiving"

"You got a gift, kid, and it's up to you to keep believing"

"You're a king, not a pawn, and it's time to start receiving"

He spoke to me like he knew my heart was grieving

He was my saving grace, my breath when I was leaving

the darkest of places, a beacon in the bleak season

My grandpa, the reason, my spirit's never really leaving

I was so evil that kids think I was a demon, treated me like a sequel

watching my every move with a piece with them

I wanted peace again in God, I trust, I be again

sing to me, I'm dying of thirst. I need water, I need to sea again

It's D.