Dalmhati Track 4 - Who am I supp...

(0:28)

fuck success whats that motherfucking measurement of this shit i hate these thoughts what does it mean to be ahead of these thots work real hard then someday maybe you can buy a car

Yo, I'm standing at the crossroads or life looking down to see what I'm supposed to be doing with my time.

the measurement of success where's the ruler to calculate how far i am down the line.

My parents tell me that college is the only way to get ahead,

a fucked up head

like hopsin said

I'm just a retard with school i work i can't afford this shit

(0:51)

but i don't get it I'm a middle class white boy if my parents can't afford to send me to school the how can anyone else?

Get a head start in life, go to school, go explore before you have obligations tied to you.

All of these conflicting decisions and cryptic visions

from folks who think they have all the pieces to a sliding puzzle with pieces missing.

wearing life like mantelpieces

sloppy grins malicious grievance

but still preaching in your speeches telling me how the fuck to fight my daemons?

All you've done is made friends with yours,

wearing scars only harms

living life up to the luck of cards

waiting for shit to come in life like a bunch of gastropods

(1:21)

And not to be a hypocrite and be preaching

but your arrogance is why I get no sleep and

i must dreaming

because again i see you cheating

god dammit when will i get this shit out of my head.

Oh that's it, that's the measure of success,

how many people that you can take to your bed

at least that's what the message since July has been

(1:35)

hahah oh god my cynicism has no bottom

these whacked out relationships i just can't take seriously

oh you're with the 5th guy after me?

Jesus Christ close them thighs

no wonder that puddy cat smell more like fishy

a stinky pussy,

poorly maintenanced coochy

because of too much snooki

and its obscurely bushy

but that's only if you ask me

(1:51)

but before i fly off the rails too far let me get back on track back to the focus of this rap

people say the happiest man alive is a Buddhist monk

maybe enlightenment struck,

maybe religion is the key to get up out our dumps

(2:05)

mm..... fuck that I've been the good little christian white kid

and the closest that brought me to enlightenment is,

to light up a barrel stick it to my dome

fuck this shout I'm out,

without a doubt

would've been happier to see all you motherfuckers in hell!

But I've grown smarter than that, stronger than that,

smarts are the way to get back on the map

and on the fast track to be a happy chap

lets get a clap,

around of applause

for all of the clauses that work against our lucky stars for foreign cars and ditsy blondes

but ill hand it over 7 and let him ask ya who am i supposed to be

(2:27)