Oh Lord

In life I know i ain't shit,

But you'll never take my pride from me just take this,

Set of clinched fists, the games thirst is real quench it,

I am relentless restless the name of the best is,

Conflict the one who's non-stop with,

Being cocky ya'll just cockless,

Leave it to me I got this, Terminator robotic,

You're witnessing madness, mixed with a bit of savage,

The top you've had it, now you're just mad this,

Game is being run by a new guy,

Who's here simply to fry,

Cause more blood and gore in a war,

With fifty four more headless horsed,

Men with a few whores who's knee's turned sore,

And of course they'd preform oral intercourse,

Fuck a steady topic this a rant,

Not take things seriously fuck it I can't,

Steadily ripping this hair out,

Losing a bit of myself everyday dog man down,

Never could accept a hand out,

Not like there was ever a hand to hand out,

But fuck it I keep on moving,

Drowning in depressed thoughts....

Feeling like I keep on losing,

If this bottle could talk it'd tell me to die now,

It's been nineteen years this angry fire inside never died down!

Tears used to stream as I used to rage,

Everyday I had to look life in it's face,

Feeling anger inside so now I spit flames,

Never backing down from anything ever,

I accept any challenge only way i'll get better,

I know i'm a scum bag and I deserve this heartache,

But breaking my heart in that activity,

You of all people didn't have to partake,

My life is like one long ass hard day,

I ain't into making love songs cause don't nobody love me,

Behind my back they just choose to discus me,

It disgusts me the feeling I get,

When I constantly am feeling like shit!

This is it, for me the only feeling there is,

Is now depression, I feel it all the time,

In my heart, and this feeling is all on my mind,

Drinking away the thoughts of you,

Hardest shit in my life that I ever had to do,

Life just ain't the same now,

Excuse me while I go and blaze loud...