Bullied
• Written by Syntember
Syntember's Notes
When I wrote this, I was very annoyed, quite angry at the person that bullied me, sad thing is, I go to school with him. When I told my class that I was bullied by 'this' person, they laughed, knowing I could take him... I was put down so much that I believed that I couldn't do anything.
Growing up as a kid, I was kind of sad.
Not that I was dumb, or didn’t have a dad.
It’s just that I was bullied, and I hated every second of it.
But now that I’m rapping I am loving every second of it.
Ah,
I was bullied by a kid named ‘Blank’ I have the respect to not say his damn name.
But, there was a girl too, I remember that she moved away, but I think her name was Madison, something like that, I could guess for days.
When I went home though, I had a damn smile on my face.
Because I didn’t have to be trapped in that damn place, with the troublesome twos – the one thing I wanted to say most to them was ‘F**k you!’
And I hated going to school for that very reason, you remember when you only had one class for the whole season?
I was bullied by the whole school, but not really. I guess it felt a good bit like treason.
I was pissed, and no one seemed to care, No one asked but they knew that I was there.
I was sitting by myself, no recognition to my title, I really didn’t care what they thought of me, because I was my own idol.
I suffered through it and it began to fade, but it scarred me for more than a thousand days, I was angry in more than just a thousand ways.
I had no respect for anyone and I didn’t care what they’d say.
But, I’d play ball, I remember playing with my brother, I’d never even give the thought of going to the mall.
I had no girlfriend who I could give a call, hell, the only contact on my phone was my own mom.
I didn’t even care at that point; I just put myself in an outlet of anger, and still never even touched a joint.
I wasn’t planning to do anything big, I just took it, and I really hate the fact that I sat there on those days, just sitting there and listening to the two laugh at who… this kid.
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Syntember
Member since February 10 2014