On His Death Bed

Maybe you should have put a little thought into what you did

Maybe you should listen to whats inside your head

Instead of whats inside your chest

You entered this world on a conquest

You always needed to be the best

But you can't be the best when you're layin on your death bed

I'm worried that you've lost your sense

And I think that you need some type of repent

I just don't know what to say

Don't know where to begin

I don't want to think that this is where this ends

I've saved your life many times before my friend

When we were little we never noticed it

Then we got older and you're the closest

To me this makes no sense

We used to smoke weed and light incense

In my room we used to get so high

Cause we never had anything to do

Around the trailer park

Yeah I guess my vision and my outlook was darker

Than yours were in the start

Then we grew up and we sorta grew apart

Now we're right back here

You made new friends

But none of them are here

You're parents told you I was the only one who was true

But I guess you didn't believe them

Now look at what your "friends" got you into

And as usual its back up to me to save you

Cause basically everyone was starting to give up on you

And I'm the only one who has been there for you

Wish you would just wake up for a second

I don't want to say I told you so

I just want to here you say I reckon

Again like you used to

Dammit its hard not being able to talk to you

I knew the shit you were doing

Was eventually going

To end you up in this place

I know cause I've been in the place

And I can read the pain on your face

When you make no expression at all

I know I'll always be the one you call

You're like my little brother man

You know I can't watch you fall

 

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I know we didn't have the same dream

And I know you used to think I was pretty mean

But I'm just being straight up man

Nothing is ever as it seems

Remember that time you punctured your spleen

Trying to be that cool kid

That you know you never could be

Well now you're the cool kid

Shit you're about dead and no one is even trying

To save you, I've thought about this shit since I left

I remember the promise I kept

You were my only friend at the time

And now you're all I have left

I'm just saying, I'm not going to get into depth

I just wish you'd wake up and be yourself

Cause I'm feeling like being here is no help

But I won't give up

Not until you do

So I'm beggin you don't give up until I do

Then we will both be fighting the light though

If you see heaven

Come back and tell me if its real

So I know if my mind has been playing ticks on me

Or if I was receiving a message

From the gods

Maybe they could help this bad luck stop

Dammit I can't believe this happened right before my mixtape dropped

 

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