Mirror

It's hard to describe pain when you know it something hard to let go/

it rushes from your head to your toe/

so as you look in mirror and ask yourself/

"Who am I" - I'm now screaming for help - surprised I'm still alive/

sometimes all I see is a clone/

face to face in the mirror yet I'm still alone/

could paint it all in a picture but their words are a tsunami with waves

that can easily hit ya/

I admit this could be the last rap I ever write/

cuz whatever I wanted to do or say was never right/

too much for me to bare at such a young age/

all around - doesn't matter if the shoes fit/

who understands this? I'm not looking at myself - I'm just looking

at the/

 

Mirror on the wall/

here we are again/

through my rise and fall/

you've been my only friend/

you told me that they can understand the one I am/

so why are we here talkin' to each other again?/

 

I beg for my guardian angel to hold me instead of wiping tears from

my sleeve/

always wrote in a notebook ending it all with a "Please"/

couldn't live a day without writing a note saying goodbye/

starving myself was a way I wanted to die/

waiting for the day when I get my friend for the first time/

sure they see a smile but it's all pretend - so then I write more rhymes/

could no longer wait so I once took a blade/

sat in the shade/

tear dropping from my little face but it felt as if I was crying a river/

the temperature was high although I started to shiver/

 

Mirror on the wall/

here we are again/

through my rise and fall/

you've been my only friend/

you told me that they can understand the one I am/

so why are we here talkin' to each other again?/

 

I feel as though/

I'm close to going insane./

It doesn't show, nobody knows it/

but I'm stuck in my ways/

nothing changes/

night or day/

sun or rain, and still my sight./

stays the same/

a life full of pain/

afraid to gaze through that magic/

window today/

no wonder/

my soul is shattered/

I battle an imaginary man/

made out of glass/

he's controlling what happens.

it's too fragile for me to have it.

I'll be glad when I stare at you in my rearview/

fading back into to past/

 

[x2] Mirror on the wall/

here we are again/

through my rise and fall/

you've been my only friend/

you told me that they can understand the one I am/

so why are we here talkin' to each other again?/