Me

when i was growing up i had a bit a growing pains

never focused I always struggled with knowin names

so insane is this dream of mine

im bleedin rymes close your eyes and free your mind

i had early first words was always talkin fast

i really miss the days when i didnt care about cash

but now i can't i try to get it every single way

and so i stay on my hustle and pray for better days

and until those days come ill stay right here

ill still be rapping by this time next year thats a promise

trust that

its just that im not a natural i had to put in work

i have to balance rap with being a store clerk

hip hops not in my surroundings it really never was

hearing your everyday fake shit just wasn't enough

i had search for my self in a soul less community

everybody here has nothing to do with me

my inspiration really doesn't make sense

im not doing it for a new mercades benz

and im not doing it for all the pretty girls

and im not doing it for fame around the world

so calm what you doin it for what you wanna be

i aint doing it for shit and i just wanna be (me)

 

it doesn't matter what im getting id do it all for free

because at the end of the day at least im still me

 

you should have seen hip hop looking through my eyes

i could never experience it i had to analyze

at first it all seemed like drugs money bitches and crimes

theses lies i soon realized weren't what was on my mind

it was the freedom the rebellious spirit

spittin only for the sake of others to hear it

and that to me well it really felt right

the thought that there's so much more to livin life

and so i stay working till the day i blow up

and through it all make sure to never grow up

maybe this year or maybe the one after that

ill finally release that one magic track

and make true all of my wildest dreams

but it all won't mean shit if im not still me

well see what happens i do my best not to stress

but the best need to fiht there way past the rest