My Last Wish (this town)

I hate waking up

Just to be pushed and shoved

Told where to go

And forced on a bus

It's kinda lame

That we have became

Salves to education

Up every night

Trying to find the motivation

To do the shit right

But I just don't have the devotion

My minds constantly in motion

I think maybe school just isn't my thing

Cause after I turned 13

I swore I hated that shit more than anything

Maybe cause in that building

I suffered so much shit and bullying

Maybe cause I hated everything

Especially when I was a preteen

They made jokes

Back then is when it bothered me the most

But now I give those fuckers a toast

Thanks for making me strive to be better than those

I grew up around

The ones that surround this little town

And are the reason people look down

On us, they are not just poor and broke

They're a walking joke addicted to coke

I'm not being a dick

I'm just fucking sick of this shit

It never ends

All the bullshit I get from my mom and her friends

But wait till the day I got that money

I'll be the new trend

And they'll be like damn

Maybe I shouldn't have doubted her

But then its too late to say sorry

Talk to my assistant

I'll be there shortly

And never show up

Like my dad did me

Yeah I learned to grow up

Be my own strength

Be my own anything

Think I need you

I need you like I need a bee sting

Just get out of my face and let me sing

 

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This place is ridiculous

This town is merciless and poisoness

Why we are still here

I don't know this

Fuck this town

You can blow this

Fuck this town

To get out of here is my last wish

My last wish

 

I hate this town and every part of it

Don't even get me started on the shit

It doesn't get better

Just gives me headaches

Got me feelin like Kurt Cobain

I just wanna blow my brain away

Let the blood spray

All over everything

Cause I'm sick of living

Everyones got something to say

About my life and my way

Of living day by day

When they're coked up or zombiefied

From the pills they hide

I'm being straight up this aint no lie

It's bullshit that this is how I spent my life

Watching people destroy theirs

I hate walking around with my family

Cause of all the stares

We get going anywhere

Cause they're always fucked up

And its embarrassing

So I just stay shut up

In my room

Most of the time

I don't think they understand

I can't say shit without it turning into a lecture

I can't even breathe without my mom being a vulture

Someone fucking end this shit

Cause I know I'm close to

 

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