Tough
• Written by HazeZ
*Chorus*
My lungs are clouded with smoke
Since you left all I do is toke
Up with the crew makin jokes
Bout the shit we did a few years ago
I don't think I'm the same person though
Maybe if I could remember the old version
I could actually feel something
Find my passion again
I've become so numb I have no friends
Acting like I'm a bad ass
But really I'm just a sad ass
Little kid under a leather jacket
Wishin I could make this dream happen
I followed all the steps
I watched all the videos
But I'm still at the bottom
Still at fuckin zero
I thought I was making progress
Guess not but I digress
Still writing songs
Even when I'm stressed
Always trying to say my best
Words while still trying to get the hurt
Off my chest
I've lost so much sleep
I have no rest
I stay up all night
Cause my life's a mess
And I feel I've always gotta be the best
*Chorus*
I'll tell you I don't care
And don't worry about it
After you fuck me up beyond repair
I guess its fine
I find that I like being in despair
If I had a dollar every time I was depressed
I'd be a millionaire
But you wouldn't know I was sad
If you met me you'd say I was just always mad
Really mean, and very clean
Cause I'm that kid that isn't like the rest
I got OCD and a black hole in my chest
I'm not normal
So I'll confess
Feelin like I'm the toughest
In the room
But I can't get rid of the numbness
That consumes
Me until I can no longer breath
My lungs have turned to ash
And I'm concerned
How much time has past
I've already lost it all
What do I have left
This was a learning experience
Promises aren't always kept
And people don't always stay
So I guess that's really all I have left to say
And if you're wondering
Yeah I guess I'm doing okay
*Chorus*
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HazeZ
Member since April 17 2015