You

I know how your feelin' I've only shown you a villian,

you've grown to not being at home and chilling,

but your always on my dome when I say I have no

feelings, but inside my heart your heart is still in,

yeah that little space is open, even though you've

made it frozen, but my love for you still goes in,

circles, didn't know your words could be so hurtful,

I'm resortin' to gettin on the purple, it's also reportin'

that our lives will never be perfect, this pain I don't deserve it

I'm certain that your hurtin' bad as me, and honestly from my eyes

it's just sad to see, cuz inside I know your mad at me, I though we had

something formed magically, but I've been torn and drastically it

changed, people keep on askin' me, if I'm deranged, just over

the girl that I loved so, she was my world and kept me above most

when my self esteem was down, I scream "what the fuck now?"

cuz I'm by myself, going through this hell are you happy or sad

I can't tell, your emotions apart, cuz me and you both have a frozen

heart, and it's known to start, showing that we've grown too dark,

I just want you back that's it, that's all I ask, but I won't get that,

it's sick, it's driving me to complete insanity, I feel like my mind's

been beaten and it's weak, I can't stand to sleep, without you by

my side, and it seems, you don't feel the same, that's why I'm

still in pain, but I won't take your name in vain, but I want you to

know I can't take this, it's outrageous why the hell would I say this?

cuz our love was anyting but make-shift, but me smoking weed all the

time you can't take it, then why'd we form that relation,ship I've started

hating on this shit, ever since you left, I haven't laid my pen to rest,

again I'm depressed, I thought I paid all the steps, my life feels like

an instant fail test, I don't know what's next, you may be my ex but I

need you not for sex, I feel like a whiny bitch, but if you find me, my

wrist is probably slit, I can't solve any of this shit, I feel like I been hit,

by a loco moto moving in loco motion, but I'm chosen to be thrown in,

whether or not this pain has got me groaning.