just bored

sometimes i dont get it, sometimes i understand but i can't stand it.

cause i dont know where to go cause i can't handle it.

 

i try to distract myself but my heart is just achey from all the pain and it always comes back ten times stronger when it rains.

 

i gain nothing, i lose everything, but here i am trying to be something

 

because i think i can do it

my friends handed me a gun and dont think i can't shoot it.

 

well here i am holding it to my head to prove it .

 

oh so now everyone cares.

 

but dont dare to show it because they're embarrassed .

 

i dont get it, we say we love each other but act careless because someone else hurt us.

 

well im not that someone, you're about to lose me and become the

dumb one.