You

you are my life

you are my joy, and my spite

you are my happiness, and you are my pain

And though you had nothing, you were my everything

and the day I saw you, I heard my heart say

It said you're the one, you're the one I want

The one I need, and I fell for you at full speed

It wan't your looks, just your personality

you were a lock, and all I needed was the key

I opened you up, and there was more than I could see

Your friendship changed my entire view on reality

you became the seed, of who I was, who I am, and who I was to be

you were a flower, unlike I've ever seen

 

then as we grew, my love for you grew

I tried to open the door of love, but you closed it

said "love isn't an option, it's just a distraction

it's a transaction from good to bad actions"

man, you should've seen my reaction

I said "okay, but my love for you will never change

you might think it strange, but think of you, day after day

even though you think love is something deranged,

I say love is the most important thing, because it can't be replaced"

 

then the years past, I understood her more or less

but then I moved away, it was driving me insane

I still think about her every day

but she's gone, gone from my life, and I just miss her so much,

I almost took my life

they say it's better to have loved

well I say it's better not to love at all

because once taken away, you crumble and fall

it beats you against the wall, take away your legs, so you have to crawl

I wish you were gone

gone from my life, because you are my pain

you are my strife

I think about you, as I bleed on the knife

I think about you, till the end of time

I think about you as I take my life

 

I think about you as I pull the trigger

my love for you just gets bigger and bigger

The more I love you the more I miss you

It's not that I want to touch, or kiss you

It's that you are who i am, and you always will be

and without you, you might as well kill me

I don't know why, but I just need you

to see you, hear you, or just be near you