I always had

My final agony, Of my Rivals Battling,

Enemies everywhere even after I Survive Catastrophe,

My own blood set in his ways, ready to Manhandle Me,

I Rap To Free, what he releases in an Emotional Casualty,

Life's a dream that's why I'm in this boat Paddling,

Down the river trying to find what Actuality,

Let's me define and live a life of Formality,

A spec of order in this cesspool of Abnormality,

Paradoxical realms populated by the Vagaries of Love,

Maybe you'll hear me when I'm Rattling From Above,

All I ever did was break hearts and start Shattering The Fun,

My Shadow Clings on to my Past charges and Batteries,

Memories resurrected from that start Plastering,

Their essence into a convoluted Present, The Calvary

Comes to only reap only after Disaster Leaves,

My Mastery comes from the pain these Shackles Bring

Everytime I type it's me ripping my heart out, Ravaging,

Trying to tame this Savage Beast,

I'm always praying but during the Sabbath I'm Outta Reach,

At A Reef I jump the cliff and Happily Scream,

Of this life so brief I Drastically See,

That I always had what I wanted, it was never Extracted From Me,