Untitled Song

I guess god supposed to bless America but I don't feel any better and i dont  think I will ever out I'm done and I'm not looking back never I'm under attack by my own.self I need help ok guess I'm not worth it whiles others sit at the top I'm pushed to the botton and I'm forgotten and unwanted will someone just end me fine if you won't I'll do it I'm winning by dieing not losing like a lab rat you think amusing in the twisted ways you use me and I'm talking to goD he doesn't respond no one does me no one loves