unpretty life

I always felt like dying, even though I was breathing

I know I am losing all the battles I’m fighting

I’m still just a human, surviving is my instinct

Couldn’t bare it on my own, like a drug addict

And my pride wasn’t pride, when pride means you’re losing

I could have befriended the liquor; instead I get high on my feeling

When people look down on u, and your frustrated

you become tired of the way u always got treated

Though the inside still be suffering

If life doesn’t have any limit, why don’t we make one?

Peaceful little world, where u don’t need to run

but your biggest fear is yourself

You, who is bathing in endless pain

When life is full of crap, how the hell am I supposed to beat it then?

I’m afraid I don’t got no chance to win

They say, the more u go through hardships, u become wise and wit

Well, u can fuck off, I’m allergic to bullshit

As long as you’re in a world u don’t fit

Man, that damn life will put u in the back sit