Would It Change

Life flies by, it can all end tomorrow,

I don't know where it goes but will someone feel sorrow

I don't wanna follow I wanna be my own

But inside I feel hollow, and I'm in this all alone

Can I have some to borrow 'cuz the days have just flown

Helping when I scribble, dealing with many quibbles

So much shit to write, my mind has just blown

Would someone know if I'm not shown

I wouldn't be noticed even if I was fucken cloned

People sometimes think who would care if they died

I think that everyday and its just an empty side

Life's just a roller-coaster, sitting on an empty ride

I think back, it's just all come to me in hindsight

Mentally I might seemed fucked but all I do is fight

Cuz I know eventually it will come overnight

But I don't know what the elapse is for the time

So who will be there when I say goodbye

 

People know what high school was like for me

And when something happened, all they do is fake sympathy

Cuz after the incident occurred, we talked, nah not hardly

They did what they thought was right then they just fleed

I would of talked to you but you wanted none, now you see

The reasons on how I feel and why I write this story

Fuck if I died tomorrow there will be no one except family

But I guess that just the way for me it's just supposed to be

So right know I've got no one who's there to stick by

If you knew that I was dying would that suddenly multiply

If everyone all joined I know who would be the lie

Look into the past and it shows what we were really like

It wouldn't suprise me if nothing at all has changed

If I met up with everyone it would all be the same

I have no control even though life is the main game

I still continuously asked this question all again