Where Death Lives

Death live in my computer when I use it to ignore you

death lives in what I do to prove that I adore you

death live in the nonexistent cuts up my sleeves

death lives in you when I tell you you should leave

I have to much shit on my chest

leave me the fuck alone

death lives in the only time I have to call my own

Where I sit there and I count, all the people I have to live for

all the weight on my shoulders that I don’t dare ignore

like metal in my mouth when I write the same song I wrote before

death lives in prescription drugs, and your white lies

Death lives in hanging up the phone without saying goodby

death lives in your fake smile, death lives in the bile

thats all up in my throat, when I see you cause you know your a lier

death lives in all the steps leading to your funeral pier

all the people you fuck over

all the empty tears you cry

all the they say to do when even they don’t know why

death lives in the loneliness, the rumors,

and those guys, who only want your body but when you say it they denie

death lives in the empty girl, who wore lip gloss as a child

and that was just the beginning because now make up cakes her face

and she doesn't know why it’s a disgrace

cause she don’t know any better, even though she’s only twelve

she thinks this shit makes her grown up

she thinks she can do it all by herself

who threw away childhood at ten because it wasn’t cool

running towards death, because she thinks that's the rule

and thats how you do it, if only she knew

that it would all end soon enough

if only she knew

that death lives in the manotenty and doing shit because you can

death lives in the boy who thinks he’s become a man

thats where death lives, in the bones of those who don’t really understand

where their going they just go running towards the end