Love loss.

Another one lost well i'm used to it,

Friend's of mine "like this dude's stupid"

For falling for another just to watch them leave,

Love I can not obtain it, it's not as easy as it seems,

The repeating theme is me never able to be,

Happy, it's saddening that this happens,

I give more then I get so I put it in a rap when,

I feel down and out but it doesn't help,

Feeling like I got hit only below the belt,

I hate myself even more now,

I need to disallow myself to let these emotions pour out,

I can just kill a cypher and feel survivors guilt,

But these females only destroy what I just built,

So I just spilled my heart out now I just feel,

Like an even bigger waste of space,

Cut to the Chase fuck you chase i'll cut your face!

I feel erased, outta place lost adrift in outer space,

No air left for me the breathe but you best believe,

Since it's me being me i'll be even more mean,

Cause a scene when I spit and rip with ease,

I feel like I was left to bleed in the ocean on shark week!

I'll fight until I have nothing left to lose,

Until my last moment is finalized and absolute!

One day i'll be the one who has to swoop,

Down and again be the savior,

But I don't wanna be i'd rather swing a razor,

Be the bad guy bring a laser and erase your,

Entire existence reverse time and leave your parents kidless,

Become gutless swinging a cutlass at these bitches!

Say fuck love and only use ya'll for the Kitten,

Look at me crooked and i'll scream "YA'LL DID THIS!"

Made a nice guy turn bad and grow cold,

So now i'll get told how much of an asshole I am when I grow old,

But on you bitches I place the blame,

I ain't naming names, actually fuck it here's the names,

Krystal you left extra swift without a cause at all,

Ashley was a whore who always gargled balls,

Angie was a childish soon to be slut,

Chantel after about 3 years you deemed us,

Incapable of continuing and left it like that,

But now I choose to fight back,

Swing with the left as I hop on the right track,

Follow you in the dark pop you in the head that's a night cap,

Time to lust never love again,

Time to go and fuck someone after I get drunk with friends,

Love just wasn't meant for me,

That's what's I have come to realize it just ain't mean to be,

Time to run and hide escape somewhere like Tennessee,

Drunk off the Hennessy assumed that our chemistry,

Would help us reach Ecstasy but mentally,

It was never meant to be Potentially,

You were that special key,

To open this locked heart which is frozen,

I gave you my devotion and I hoped when,

I felt my lowest because of you, and you alone,

That again I would be happy like the days of old,

But my luck must have again ran thin,

Within I was convinced you loved me but again,

Loves door's were unhinged, and again I was left to cringe,

Feeling sick, feeling like this is it,

The end is here now simply to begin,

Outta time this has to end,

Sorry this is filled with emotions fuck it.