Some deep stuff...

As a kid I was stuck with depression

My dad wasnt around so I was always stressing

Mama was tweakin for 4 years, yeah, she learned her lesson

Now, I gotta ask god a question

As a christan

I always listen

I try to feel it deep down

then transfer it into sound

and spread the word around

Im skeptical, since I sin, am I hell bound?

If life is like a river I feel like imma drown

I am getting real deep

unlike many, I wasnt raised in the streets

When I lost my aunt, my whole family man I felt their weeps

it was outta contol

when she passed, it left me unwhole

Man, imma cry, fuck it load a bowl

I feel it deep down, in my soul

late at night, the only thing I can do is scroll