Life (Prod. By J-Dilla)

Fuck Socrates and his philosphies I'm kicking anthroposophy

Its' talking to me. it's got me obsessed with all the honesty

But it's got me wanting to stab my self in the neck with a fork again

And in my suicide letter I'll just blame it on Doctor Kevorkian

Lifes got me fucked up and toking on the marijuana, choking

Just hoping that this dope will get me through the coping

But it's making it worse and got me cursing, got my lips pursing

It's got me acting like a different person, but the evil version

I was just 16, finally learned what emotions were and..

Why does the same old shit just keep on re- occurring

And the essence of adolescence I start to question

It was messing with me mentally, it's got me pistol pressing

I got caught up in weapons, thought it would alleviate the tension

Until I pulled the trigger on myself grieving for attention

Life kicked me in the ass, fuck the past I made it pass

So let me help you live life if you got any questions to ask

 

For the past 2 years I've been in my thoughts restraining

I'ts no secret I'm changing, can't stay in my lane and

I'm smoking cess, my life's been such a fucking broken mess

And I'm so depressed im this close to saying I'm over with

Can't deal with this bullshit anymore, its got me captured

Been drinking so much I feel like i been going backwards