Untitled Song

Ive tried so hard to get this far, aint never felt this way before

then the docs said theres something wrong with your heart.

the news hit so hard i hit the floor

how could god take you away,

at 29, and since then i feel betrayed

that the lord you loved took your hand before i had the chance to say

i love you, that final time

those last three words, so i start to rhyme

i give everything for you to have another chance at life,

my own life even, so you can see your wife and kids

you were why i started music, to follow in your footsteps

rappin into a mic and i wont forget

your the reason im still alive,

you give me a reason to survive,

through all the attempts at suicide

if it werent for you i would have never met the love of my life.

you said go michael go, dont stand for thier bullshit

now at 18 years old when i stare at your crypt,

i smile, cuz i know im doing you proud

but its so fucking hard fittin into this new crowd

i just wish you were around

to see me play this guitar, and hear me spittin fowl

and see the smile on my dads face

ever since i started this rap game.

just know that nothin can put out this flame