God forgive me.

I've arrived in an unnatural situation suffering from self gratification at the entrance of heavens gate .

Looking for salvation in an unnatural equation lost in eternal desolation in the after life there's no celebration.

Asking questions and suggestions from God as I make my final confession facing heaven looking at hells incarceration.

To many times in transformation a life filled with violent aggression sweet Jesus help me escape this aggravation .

See we live in a master-nation plagued by criminal isolation and fools desecrating this great nation.

The rich get richer while the poor stay poor I've struggled my whole life never got that far.

I never meant to be here I never meant to leave my family but I lost the real me somewhere along the way.

A simple plan seemed so easy I gotta get back up from my aggressors

Studied at the finest college got my degrees as a lyrical professor lost it all in just one day god how did it ever get this way.

They took my career from me destroyed my life and my family left me in the valley of the shadow of death suicide my one last request .

Now I'm here with you good Lord what makes a good man cry why is life such a struggle till we crawl through the rubble and all the trouble ?

Please don't make me drink from the cup of life again never want to endure that heart ache and pain please release me from Satans chains I'm in.

It started out so sweet high school love I was such a fool so deepin love trust turned to jealousy filled with greed and envy when did I become my worst enemy?

I never meant for it to be this way but every pretty face brought nothing but disaster my way hell today seemed like a good day.

Turned to the drugs and drank from the whiskey bottle chasing a dream at full throttle living on a high speed wobble.

It went from heaven straight to hell couldntget nobody to post my bail do not pass go do not collect two hundred dollars never expected to be a shot caller.

Well I did my time and yes I prayed forgiveness how much longer could life go on like this ?

Looked to the heavens on that lonely road life couldn't get any better and it kept getting worse losing all control.

each moment ticked by I was more ready to explode took my life on that dead end dirt road at the edge of a lonely town .

Every picture every memory screamed a thousand words just couldn't continue to hurt.

So I eased the hammer back and took the plunge snap crack lying on a pool of blood no wind at my back.

And there you were bright as any light blinded me to the ungodly sight of my wasted life.

God forgive me.