Cant deal with it ~ Mazzacre

{Verse 1}

When it started off. Mazzacre was just a fucking stage name.

Used to think of raps that murdered. Freestyles off my brain.

Till i saw fucked up shit happen because of me. I felt the pain.

Saw my best friend shot in the head. His blood was just like paint.

Ever since then. My life was a rush. Like i took a dose of cocaine.

Now im livin fast. Like a lamborghini 90 miles in the fuckin fast lane.

I wont ever be the same. Hell even if i do get all of the fuckin fame.

Even if my name will be everywhere. Like i was a new Lil Wayne

How could i deal with it?

 

{Chorus}

All this pain built up inside.

Its destroying me to think.

Cant deal with it no more.

Im standing on the brink.

 

{Verse 2}

Im back where i started off. Writin my raps with a pen and a pad.

Thought of all the times i was hurt. Till the thoughts made me gag.

My pain is like a nuke and a atomic bomb. both of them packed.

and stacked on my brain. All of the bombs are inbetween the cracks.

So i look back. And i go straight back to all the fucking facts.

Then i think of the people who did me wrong. And i lunge to attack.

But then it all fades to black. I wake up wearing a ice pack.

Doctors said i overdosed in my sleep. From all of the crack.

Thinkin bout it now. I wish i was never brought back to life.

I might go home later. Bathe in gasoline. And try to ignite.

It's suicide im being driven too. And nothin can stop me now.

Before the curtain closes on me. And i take my final Bow.

 

{Chorus fades away after it repeats}

All this pain built up inside.

Its destroying me to think.

Cant deal with it no more.

Im standing on the brink.