Overthinking

Ima lost soul

A lost cause

Maybe I need someone around

To ignite the light in my heart

So I can make a sound

Sound amazing with people around

So I can make it to be

What I have always proved to be

Don't take me seriously

This is new to me

I'm starting over

To improve on me

I would get on one knee

For a girl who doesn't think I me

Anymore cause she's moved away from me

But she will never find love like ours I guarantee

Cause that love was created by me

She could say she loved me

And I'd disagree

Leave and go trip LSD

While watching DVDs

In the back of a jeep

Dammit I'm in deep

Always thinking of her and her needs

Thinking of the way she breathes

When she sleeps

Wonder how she's doing without me

If she keeps

Thinking of us too or is it just me

Actually it probably is

And I'm just obsessed

With wanting to feel that again

I'm oppressed and starting to sink again

Someone stop me from thinking

 

Overthinking again

I'm just overthinking again

Cause I'm my own best friend

 

 

My mind is clouded by thoughts of her

Even when I sober up

When I come down to earth

It's always been her

She always meant the world

I think I'm alone now

Maybe forever

I met a girl though

She said we'd be together

But I still haven't heard from her

And I wish I would have known better

Than to let myself start to open up again

To a girl who apparently barely wanted to be friends

And with that being said I guess

I'm just overthinking again

Guess I'm just over thinking again